BRB

i don't think i will be here for a while. maybe.

currently i am too busy searching for happiness and the real purpose of life.

the only thing i can be sure about right now is i am unsure of every single thing on earth.

i would love to write more, to jot down how horrible and miserable i am feeling at this moment, to write on how i have a horribly low threshold of patience nowadays, how badly i have been treating some people in my life and many more just to let it all out despite having atrocious grammar and no talent in writing (i suck at literature. there.) at all but i just couldn't find the right words.

call it emotional breakdown. call it depression. call it one of those life's crisis. as you wish.

so for now, take care.

here comes the sun

initially this post was supposed to be titled as the second half only. but since i have all the time in the world right now so i've decided to tell a bit of story out of each picture. (okay, "lot more" of stories is more appropriate i know, fine. i know sometimes i kinda got carried away typing a long ass entry and bored you outta your pants reading posts of mine. i think i just got carried away lalalala wtf. see! i am writing more in bracket compared to the first two one and a half two sentences! okay okay i shall stop now. here comes the penutup kurungan. haha omg what do you call it in english? i mean the penutup kurungan. oh wait i think i am getting carried away again wtf)

okay.

so where was i? oh about having all the time in the world right now. that's because i am done with my finals! woohoo. fastar celebrate with me, come we joget together-gether around the campfire wtf.

let us starts with this:


#1 my baby blog has reached it 20k unique hits since the first day it runs! sigh. :') i know it is still far off from some of those popular and semi-popular blogs out there but i am proud to have reach 20k unique hits anyway. *bragging wtf*



#2 i bimbofied my phone after doing the same to my camera a year ago! actually i did it right after i am done with my biochemistry exam but i forgot to post this picture in the previous post. and i must say i did a better job this time compared to last time *proud*. better but not perfect. still i am proud of my artwork. :')

and the fake crystals only costed me like 20le. that's like less than 10% from the price for a full skinjam crystal cover! hah! go to hell with skinjam and its swarovski superiority wtf. (but then, if i got that amount of money for sure i go for skinjam lah).

i am planning to do the same if i got myself a prosumer (sorry gedik but a bimbo is truly a bimbo at heart hahaahaha) and a new notebook or any gadget.


#3 oh how long since i have savoured those friday's fried mac n cheese. they (mac n cheese wtf) are the definition of Love i tell you, LOVE wtf. okay and so are shoes. and jim sturgess. and pink (the colour not the singer wtf). and chic lits. and comedy romantic movies. and jim sturgess (oh did i already mention him?) and... okay you get the drift.


#3 the old lecture hall! this is where i sat for all the three papers. damn. it has been more than a year since i stepped into it and oh my how i have forgotten (harhar you can use the kacang lupakan kulit peribahasa here thank you wtf) the bad condition of the seats and tables in there after getting used to the comfortable green sofa chair in the new lecture theater. in fact i got a broken seat for my first paper but couldn't do anything to change it since my student number was placed there. :( and also because i couldn't actually pull out the seat what! vandalism wtf. so it was like see saw-ing all through answering those anatomy questions.


#4 seriously there is nothing to be told about physiology and also because i don't want to. enough of reading and studying the same thing for two years!

okay there are more pictures in my camera regarding the second half but i am just to lazy to transfer it into my notebook. and currently my notebook is almost full and trust me, "almost full" is really an understatement because there are like 118MB space left for me to keep any files. FML.

so everytime i want to watermark my pictures (because i am anal like that) i have to connect the card reader with my notebook and open only one picture at a time, watermark it, save and upload it. then i will delete the saved, watermarked picture from the notebook to make sure there will enough space for another one wtf.

don't let me start on the slowness of this notebook because if i do you sure hear me rant non stop till next next next morning and even by that time i am only half done wtf.

i am thinking of getting an external HD seriously but i am procrastinating in getting one. and the price? okay lets not talk about the price of computer stuff in egypt. le sigh. am currently thinking whether to chuck this notebook and get a spanking new one or what. decision decision!

oh for the past two months or so i have been using "SAYA STRESS" as my msn nick. and it did annoy some people. "why are you stressing everyday?" question had been thrown to me quite few times which i chose to ignore because i was damn busy preparing for the finals.

so fret not people. say goodbye to SAYA STRESS girl and hello to Ah Pink again. i am recycling/reusing some of my old msn nicknames. last time i always have new ideas for cool nick until someone suggested that i should compiled all of them into a book together with my statuses wtf. because i changed them quite frequently! like once a week or something.

but nowadays no more lor. what does this mean?! am i becoming a more boring person? :(

okay. you don't have to answer that question.

#21 she...

... is just too hard to live with.

the first half

#1 i suspect this is one of the causes of my frequent stomach ache :-/

#2 the waker

#3 ini along bukit beruntung (inside joke). hahaha.

#4 i really don't want to see you again.

#5 the best torturer.

#6 lippincott! i owe you one big time!

#7 relief.

#8 summer.

gua suam suam kuku je

nota: entri ini adalah kesinambungan daripada entri terdahulu. eceh macam movie senario pulak wtf.

tahun ni tak rasa nak bom department biokimia kuliah perubatan universiti gua dah.

tapi stok bom masih tersedia, belum masuk stor lagi. mana tahu kot kot esok tiba tiba gua rasa gua memerlukan benda benda kejadah itu selepas exam oral biochem hohohoho.

p.s. tapi gua tahu ada budak tu nak boikot department biokimia? tak gitu amy ops "nama- budak- itu- bukan- amy"?

collide

all i could remember when i first step in the place were i had just recovered and i had been absent for a long time. and also i remembered this was a place of my past.

is this time travelling?

but it couldn't be. because you. you were in it. not physically. but i knew you were on my mind then when the guy smiled at me. charming. i remember it was you who hold me back from reaching him. a thought of you that actually stopped me. but yes, he was perfect. his teeth were. his eyes were. he was perfect.

if this is time travelling, how can someone from the present interfered in it?

no, this was not real. could not be real. but the girls. the place. they were so real. i remembered inhaling the familiar scene of the morning mist. i remembered the coldness of the wet stone bench when i sat on it. and the noiseless corridor walk. and the girls walking hand in hand. and i remembered, at some point, passing by her at the staircase. and we ignored each other like how we used to.

aahh... nothing has changed.

and all i could remember was, there were singing. and dancing. we laughed and danced. and talked. and laughed again. it was like a cycle. laughed. danced. talked. but it felt empty. because i didn't feel as if i am a part of them anymore like i was.

well, maybe things have changed after all.

goodbye anat, hello biocheMISERY

yesterday's essay was a tragedy.

one word of wisdom to you people out there:
never to trust pinksterz as your gynecologist unless you want to listen to more stupid theories like how the foetal PEES into the amniotic cavity and the waste product will mix together with the amniotic fluid and it will swallows the amniotic fluid (this is a fact, the swallowing i mean) so the waste products reenter the gastro-intestinal tract and then it reaches the umbilical cord at the mid gut region and it is then transferred to the maternal circulation, so that's how the foetal circulation is!

now after hearing that you must either think:-

a. haha comelnya buat teori baby kencing dalam perut mummy dia (yes thank you gedik i appreciate that you are trying to make me feel better is that a supressed laughter i heard? wtf)

or;

b. stooooooooooooopid hahahaha wtf PEES LIKE SERIOUSLY FML. eh silap FYL because you are the one saying it to me. Y as in YOUR, wah i am so genius and cool because i coin a new abbreviation.

i hope the examiner will think (a)fully while marking my answer. T___T

sigh. exam really does wonders to pinksterz's imagination when she is put under stress because she couldn't recall about the simplest thing for a question in an non-air conditioned room for three hours, during summer for her final exam.

but on the other hand, today's oral was a breeze! :) got the usual pep talk before the doctor bombarded me with questions and this time i am too lazy to denied it i just went with the flow saying my great great great great great great grandmother was a pakistani hahahahaha. anyway, i managed to answer every question throwed at me correctly and coolly may i add because i didn't stutter and talked mumbled rubbish like last time.

and finally, say hello to the week of biocheMISERY!

killing me softlyyyyyyyyy...

...the final's exams are.

i have been extremely busy that for the first time in my life i don't even care about anything else except that i need to reach the reading target of the day and also survive to see the sunlight on the next day wtf.

oh here's a good news. i don't have to deal with mr. s any more because everything, i repeat, EVERYTHING is settled by yesterday. it is confirmed that i, finally, am under the special teaching programme because my sponsor had, finally, settled my fees last week! after all those troubles and stress, it is finally done. i can now breathe freely without stressing over the situation, worrying when it would be settled down! so yays. :D

and another good news is i am done with all the practicals! only the writtens and the orals are left woot! i was supposed to update about this yesternight (you now the post-mortem post-exam post i had talked about) but beat me, i am so dead tired going out the whole evening with my mom and gedik. and not having enough sleep on the night before and the whole "coming to the college four hours earlier than the exam time because you had to meet mr. s to discuss about the exam venue for your case but mr. s ended up being sick and was on medical leave" didn't help either.

and to make things worse my wifi was acting up against me last nite that i couldn't even load any page although the connection was quite good. actually it still is but after hundreds of furious refreshing i can load blogger.com, so another round of yays for me. :D

i did quite okay in my anatomy practical i think. except i got my first answer wrong wtf. haih, the usual stories of my life lah. i always think complicatedly when actually the thing is so simple. the picture got me confused thinking whether it was the pericardium/epicardium or the oblique sinus/ or was it the posterior wall of the pulmonary trunk when actually the arrow was pointing to the left atrium FML. T_________T and i found out about that after the exam is over. double FMLs.

and another FML stories, i accidentally sat on my favourite old school specs that i had broke it into three pieces wtf. i have an extra pair but it is the half frame metal type so i don't really fancy using it as:

1. it leaves marks on my nose bridge when i use it too long and the marks might end up permanent there.

2. i can't read while lying down because i scare i might bend the frame. you know how fragile they can be wtf. and i have too many specs-bending history in my life wtf i can even produce a whole series of books with it, become famous and make money from it wtf.

so for now i am living in a colourful blurry world. haih.

and currently, for unknown reason, the mucosa lining the inner surface of the medial angle of right eye (eceh kononlah dah habis belajar anatomy of the head and neck, kau nak tunjuk terror lah ye WTF) is itching like mad! been scracthing it - and i know it is a bad habit to scratch but i don't have a choice! - a lot to relieve myself from the itchiness. it's like having someone to tickle your cornea with a bird's feather. damn annoying.

see. it is itchy again! scratch eye furiously wtf aslkqwmkaakjxnsjk

okay going to catch more sleep and then waking up to a fresh, new day and indulge in more reading and studying. if you haven't seen another update by july, that means i have succesfully committed suicide with the books.

nolah, kidding because some people are so stupid wan they actually take everything i wrote here seriously and literally and make a big fuss of it among their peeps thinking that i don't know about it. but then nevermind, i get to watch dramas about me without being involve in it. a great producer, i am.

and not to mention, being infamously famous. hohohohoho.

shit, time for another rapid refreshing to publish this post wtf.

The Great Couple Meme

warning:
vomit inducing post alert! do not proceed if you can't take people being mushy/lovey dovey and get all personal! don't say i don't warn you ah!

okay so this particular meme has been circulating around for quite a while (if you have been following the blogosphere in malaysia and not only follows those who are around you. broaden your network people! broaden your network wtf!) and i first saw it from pinkpau who happened to be the one who created the whole random questions. and then being the bad, persuasive, evil girlfriend who does nothing but demanding her boyfriend to do girly stuff to make her happy, obviously i forced gedik to do this meme.

and this post is also in conjunction for us knowing each other for a year.

sidenote to gedik: knowing each other and being together are two different things just so you know faaris, there is another (worse?) thing coming if we make it to first year anniversary etc etc

so i present to you, The Great Couple Meme: Faaris & Pinksterz Version!

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tell us about the first time you met and your first impression of him/her
in short, i can say that he did the unspeakable by breaking the first biggest rule of a blind date and that is to Be On Time! hmph.

but the long explaination for it is (well, you know how long winded i can be sometimes so pardon me *cough* so prepare yourself)...

it was on this same date a year ago when we promised to meet each other during the gap between our exams so that i could pass him half of the bones he was buying from me. but unfortunately he reached the college later than expected because he got stuck in the traffic jam. so he texted me while he was still on the way, telling me that he was in a hurry since he was going to be late and need to find his exam venue according to his student id number and told me if he was to come find me he was afraid there would be not enough time for him. obviously, i was pissed (you know how i hate to wait for people and stuff haha!) and i told him to tell me his student id number and i would go check the exam venue for him and his friends (which actually my way of saying "i dont want to wait" subtly wtf).

to which he replied,"no no. it is okay. sorry sorry sorry. boleh tunggu tak? exam is just one hour. and i am so sure i will be done less than that since it is only english paper". so i actually waited for almost an hour when he finally appeared. i recognised him from the pictures he put in his friendster and facebook and he recognised me because i was the only malay girl among all the egyptians who was standing in that area.

but because of all that incidents, we ended up having lunch together on that day with another friend of mine and from that day, we have become quite close. :) i think if its not because of his lateness, we won't be what we are today haha. maybe just a normal online buddies/senior-junior/college colleagues.

and because of that incident, obviously my first impression of him is very bad! and not to forget, very gedik (hence the annoying nick which i have been addressing him in my blog) because when we were in the taxi on the way to lunch, he kept complaining about the warm weather and i kept thinking "omg so mengadanya this boy".

what’s a weird habit or quirk that s/he has?
he doesn't like to eat chicken legs and won't eat one no matter what (unless of course if he is stranded on an island and there are chicken legs only for him to eat hurhurhur). oh and he doesn't like to have cincau/barley/cendol/jelly/sago etc etc in his drink.

what makes him/her happy?
ferrari, steak (seriously he is the incarnation of a carnivore or i bet he is a tiger/lion in his previous life wtf), dslr & photography, basketball, travelling, and of course ME!

what makes him/her sad?
when i say i want to find a new boyfriend hahahahaha (he actually has the cheek to answer me "period" wtf. damn naughty ah you! *spanks*)

what makes him/her angry?:
closed-minded people, racism, messy places, noises, dirtiness, selfishness, annoying people (excluding me of course wtf) and also when he sees another guy checking out/flirt with me wtf

what excites him/her?
porns of course hahahaha nolah nolah joking. that should be anything related to dslr and photography, travelling, erm and hanging out with me (you better say so ah gedik)?

tell us something funny about him/her
there are so many things for me to tell you but the funniest one i think is his ridiculous typo mistakes! why i said ridiculous because some of the letters he mistakenly typed in while chatting were situated so far from each other but his fingers tend to press the wrong key! ie he wanted to press "N" but instead his finger went to "R" instead. his excuse for this is that his keyboard arrangement is the latest one and it is different from the normal qwerty keyboard we are using so he is still "adjusting" his fingers to the new arrangement (and guess who actually believed that ridiculous excuse last time? answer: me FML).

but i said either that or his fingers are either too long wtf.

oh, and his typos are not limited to typing the wrong letters only but also the words too! the most recent one is when he was referring to someone husband but instead he used the term wife instead. like he wanted to say ali suami siti but he ended up saying ali isteri siti.

so from now on i am pinksterz teman lelaki faaris and faaris teman wanita pinksterz wtf.

what’s s/he like at home?
he will be in casual tshirt and track bottom either studying/watching football/sleeping/photoshoping/servicing and cleaning his dslr/browsing his pictures/cleaning and tidying up his room. if it is tuesday, he will be the one cooking the lunch!

what’s s/he like at work/school?
in the college he seems to be the normal ones you know. he changes he seat from time to time (wtf i sound so stalkerish here)! but sometimes he fools around with his friends when the doctors not yet come, ie singing wonderpets song WTF. and he is the attentive type too! wtf can you believe that i fell asleep in class way more frequent than him!! but usually he minds his own business.

describe his/her room
i have never actually been in his room yet. but i know his room in malaysia is in navy blue with navy theme hahahaha so cute right! and in egypt his room is shared with two other guys. there is only one single bed and the other two mattresses are on the floor (he sleeps on the floor seriously, boys. *rolls eyes*) and within his "area", there is one table for him to study and put his books i guess and he sticked up some of the nice shots he took during his trips as his own mini gallery.

what’s his/her best friend like?
i am yet to meet any of his close friends so i am not reaaaaaaally sure who is his bestie so far.

do you know who s/he hates the most?
i don't think he hates anyone. dislikes yes, but not until to the extent of hating them.

have you met his/her exes?
nope.

do his/her parents like you?
i don't know. but they do know about me and sometimes send their regards to me. :)

what’s the first thing s/he would do or say if s/he fell down and scraped their knee
he won't say anything i think. maybe just a little "ouch" or something and then try to tolerate the pain. but with me, i am so sure he will act all mengada and manja like those times when he falls sick wtf.

what would s/he do in an emergency situation with other people involved?
he will try his best to help. and if the situation involves his loved ones, he will make sure they are okay first. :)

which shop would s/he spend the most time at in a shopping mall?
french connection, nike, toy r us, virgin, rainforest cafe & restaurant wtf.

what would s/he have for a typical breakfast?
borio and fruit juice! or something similar.

where would s/he want to go for dinner?
steak house definitely.

what kind of movie would s/he choose at the cinema?
he tends to choose what i call the sleep-inducing movies. think the happening, seven pounds (although that movie is quite meaningful and touching but in my defense i kept on yawning throughout the movie wtf) because he always judges based on the their posters because he said they look mysterious and ignite the curiousity in him wtf. other than that he will go for mystery, thriller, jim carey's, m. night shayamalan's and blockbusters like batman.

describe his/her taste in music
top 40 stuff. he is more of a hitz.fm person.

if s/he wasnt going out with you, who would s/he be going out with?
clemence poesy (inside joke)

what item in his/her wardrobe would you like to burn
none so far. but i think if i am angry at him, i will go for his basketball shoes.

what is s/he good at?
basically art stuff like photography, drawing, photoshoping, eating, basketball.

what is s/he totally horrible at?
pujuk-ing me :(

what’s something about him/her that is annoying/infuriating?
when he refuses to ask for directions if we got lost in the middle of nowhere, his indecisiveness in deciding on certain stuff, and his jealousy sometimes drives me up the wall but nowadays he really tones down on that :) oh here is another thing infuriating about him! he loves to test my patience (jokingly of course) by asking me with stupid questions/answering them stupidly *click* or asking "why" to every of my respons! i give you example lah.

him: what are you doing?
me: oh nothing just chillaxing
him: why are you chillaxing
me: because i am tired
him: why are you tired?
me: why you keep asking me why?!
him: why you ask me why am i asking you why?
me: ...

and another thing is he really can manipulate your prank into his prank wtf. grrrr.

what’s something that you two fundamentally disagree on?
that i have super many peminats wtf. that jim sturgess is like the hottest guy on earth (honestly!). he is gedik/i am mengada. pepsi is cooler than coke (obviously!!)

what’s something that you two agree whole-heartedly on?
hmmm i couldn't recall anything HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?!?!?!?! okay okay urmmmmm here's one that we should just be our ownself because that's what makes us happy. never to conform to the norm if we don't want to!

is s/he possessive?
yes. sometimes. but that means he is jealous which is good! :P

why would s/he succeed in life?
his optimistism, determination and maturity (although he chooses when to show that to people).

what is the coolest gift that s/he has ever given you?
got this one time when i actually merajuk-ed with him for real and he tried to pujuk me back for quite a long time (what to do? yours truly finds its hard to forgive and forget) which he surprised me by buying me mcdonalds, starbucks cheesecake (!!!) and also lotsa of my favourite chocolates! :) somemore i didn't expect that at all because he is not that good in pujuk-ing. *shiny eyes* i guess he is not that bad eh? ;)

what is s/he obsessed with?
photography and travelling.

what does s/he avoid at all costs?
making me angry/sad. and chicken legs.

what does s/he spend the most money on?
his photography gadgets.

describe his/her typical sunday
since our weekend here is actually friday so i am going to change this question to friday. in the morning he will go for his usual morning jogging session or play football with his housemates. then after that he will catch a short nap until afternoon. sometimes after waking up he will greet me in yahoo for a short chat before getting ready for the friday's prayer. after that he will have his lunch and laze around or studying. in the evening he will either go out for drinks with friends or hang out with them in the malls or play bowling or something. that or he will go out to find dinner. if he is not, he will be at home watching tv or studying. and later, he will again chat with me in messenger if i am not yet asleep.

why would s/he be dangerous?
never ever try to test his patience. once its reaches the limit then you gonna wish you are never borned yo! unless you wish to lose a limb or two wtf.

tell us about a time s/he looked absolutely gorgeous
during the time when we went for sushi last year after the finals ended.


needless to say, this is my favourite picture of him.

what’s something about him/her that would surprise all of his/her friends?
he can give good advices! sometimes he sounds almost like my dad wtf.

what do you love most about him/her?
physically, i love his hair the most! seriously his hair is too straight it would put rebonding to shame. until you want to guna jari kaki pun boleh hahahaha. but most importantly, he can accept me for who i am and deal with my emoness and temper patiently. :) not many guys i knew from the past managed to deal with my anger management problem as well as he could.

the biggest lesson you have learnt from loving your partner
to accept others as the way they are, to forgive and forget, and we can actually just walk to anywhere we want to go no matter what the distance is as long we have the will! and also yahoo messenger is not that lame/uncool. i was once a heavy msn user but nowadays no more. :P

but i still love my monkeh icons a lot more than yahoo's. wek.

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okay! now his answers tehehehehee... *cue for suspense music wtf* and because i am super annoying like that i will put in comments to some of his answers *dominating wtf*

Tell us about the first time you met and your first impression of him/her
I found her blog while I was blog-hopping randomly from my friend’s. At first I thought that she is from Alexandria University (it is far away from Cairo up to the north) based on her blog.Well, I mean her writing of her overrated rants and whatsoever in her blog. And I added her in my MSN, she approved me and we chatted. It turned out a good thing that night when she told me that she’s in the same college as mine; A SENIOR, very cheeky one.

So we decided to meet on 20th May last year (idk what day). Coincidentally it was the only day that we’d be able to meet up since our exam schedule was totally different. And the intention of the meeting was, just to pass on a half-set of already-contenged-by-her skeleton that she’d agreed on to sell it to me. Then we had our first lunch at Chili’s accompanied by her friend, Nisa on the same day. Oh okay, ermm her eyes is the uniquely beauty. And got tahi lalat also.

What’s a weird habit or quirk that s/he has?
To win everything and cannot accept to lose. I mean everything. And because I am so mature, letting her win on the silliest argument is something tolerable for me. But not when it goes to something serious.

What makes him/her happy?
Winning, that makes her even more mengada. Unfortunately mengada equals to her forever-to-live happiness. A nice stroll out evening with ice cream, to wear on the finery clothes that’d up brighten her self-esteem, Hersey’s Kisses, Kit-kat Peanut Butter, Hello Panda crackers, shoes (…), Cecelia Ahern’s books and (yawning..) Jim Sturgess x1000. …Canon G10 (currently)

Me?

(me: i. am. NOT. mengada.)

What makes him/her sad?
When she’s in some sort of trouble and there is nobody to comfort her (even though she is kinda the strongest girls I've ever met). Ignoring her or forgetting our memorable times and events. Not to forget when her first hamster was sick to the death.

What makes him/her angry?
If somebody accidently or intentionally fold in any page of her favorite book. Or if I inadvertently fell asleep while she is talking to me. (Kidding) ermm she’d be angry if I flirt to the other girl. haha (kidding again). And.. There’s one thing that made her mad so much once which I couldn’t say it here. But both of us know about it. Still I am feeling guilty for my bad. Ohya, the crazy internet connection and water retention! (haha)

What excites him/her?
Canon G10 I guess. She craved about this stuff all the time. SALESSSS and JIM STURGESS. Yeah, it’s Jim Sturgess. KFC’s spicy chicken. Bullying me which will end up that I am the one who is bullying her until she feels annoyed and give up.

Ohya, to have me around and chill out together.

Tell us something funny about him/her
She doesn’t like cats. Be it a cute cat, a small cat, a big cat, adorable cat, or whatever cat. She will freak out to find out that there’s a cat under the table. But by the story of our outing to the Zoo during the last winter-break, what amazed me into silence that she didn’t really mind of holding a big, heavy and smelly lion’s cub lovingly.

Occasionally when she’s at home, she’d love to slip on her own icy bathroom so many times and get injured on her own.

Some more, she likes to place her glasses at one place and won't be able find it afterwards. Happened so many times also. Why are you always being like this haa (kesian haha)

(me: *add "finding the gf glasses everytime she misplaces it" to your boyfriend duty list*)

What’s s/he like at home?
Simple and nice. Hot. Spoilt. Well, she’s likely to wear on simple as pants and tees but sometimes tanktop with hotpants when no one is around.

What’s s/he like at work/school?
Spick and span. Guess she is very a hardworking girl, and “jangok” also. That’s what I heard. During class she’d be sitting at the few last row from the occupied seats in front, I noticed her writing notes and making jokes with her colleagues. Yeah, she’s very quiet from my point of view but idk for real there.

Describe his/her room
Her room is pink in color, with pinkish wallpapers, a king size bed + her bantal busuk (imported from Malaysia), ohya, there were a zoo of soft toys on her bed guarding her every night, but currently there are just Mr.pink, a huge teddy bear and a small Starbucks plush bought at Dubai. Where mostly everything is decorated pink in color.

What’s his/her best friend like?
I don’t really know but, most of them are very cool and sporting.

Do you know who s/he hates the most?
Backstabber. She’s not a kind of person that’d hate people. She’s likely just to ignore them; forever?

Have you met his/her exes?
Nope. Should I?

Do his/her parents like you?
I guess so. Astonishingly they are always on my side though. Well, we’ve known each other very well and they are very cool and sporting.

What’s the first thing s/he would do or say if s/he fell down and scraped their knee
"Ouhh!" Then insert this ---> X( ---> report and asking for my sympathy as she is traumatized by the injury. (haha joking but its trueee :P)

(me: not to forget the T________T icon!!!! hahahaha)

What would s/he do in an emergency situation with other people involved?
She’ll try to look cool in front of everybody, but what will happen next is she’d be freaking out and start asking for help. Some more she’ll text me with “OMG OMG OMG”. The best part is to claim on her oneself of being macho in the situation when I ask her about it.

But the fact is, she will try at her best to help them and never to accept for any kind of complement given.

Which shop would s/he spend the most time at in a shopping mall?
Bookstore, shoes shop and Ha Un eM (H&M).

What would s/he have for a typical breakfast?
The hale and hearty Oprah’s diet perhaps. Hash brown, scrambled egg and fresh orange juice..

Where would s/he want to go for dinner?
Pasta. Italian food. It doesn’t really matter as we can spend times together. Trying new food and restaurant is a fun thing to do right??

(me: but the whole gaining new fat is not fun at all wtf)

What kind of movie would s/he choose at the cinema?
Romantic comedy, Disney’s, a funny chick flick.

Describe his/her taste in music
80’s Oldies; Beatles, Petula Clark, ABBA, Sudirman

If s/he wasn’t going out with you, who would s/he be going out with?
An annoying fat guy with blue curly hair.

What item in his/her wardrobe would you like to burn?
I don’t know what’s it called, but it is like some kind of curtain dress fashion with a striking color. The shoes that has one big ribbon on top of it. Or Arabian (puked) over-rated flashy fashion.

Haha well, I don’t think that I’d be burning her dress because everything that she puts on would turn up to be very nice and gorgeous clothes. What a brilliant couture to be!

What is s/he good at?
Decoration, photographs and arts. Memorizing the corny dates and events. She’s got a great skill of arguing though. However, those things that she’s good at had proved me that she is a very smart and creative kind of girl. And how I should be more conscious of the situation and never to take things for granted.

What is s/he totally horrible at?
Making decision. She is very indecisive kind of girl. Idk, riding a bicycle maybe? I used to ask her to ride a bicycle with me but she refused to. idk the most horrible part yet.

What’s something about him/her that is annoying/infuriating?
When she’s giving me a cold shoulder.

What’s something that you two fundamentally disagree on?
Either one of us should not fall asleep if we’re talking and spending time with each other. A stupid close-minded person that loves to stalk and make ridiculous assumptions about us. Disagreement of whether the Sony Ericsson or Nokia cell phone is best manufacturer.

What’s something that you two agree whole-heartedly on?
Sightseeing , travelling and exploring new places, intentionally breaking the stupid rules and making controversy out of crowd. Be adventurous- try something neither of us has done. To show appreciation for personal attributes, and do not lie to each other.

(me: omg you put me to shame for being able to list down alot wtf how can!)

Is s/he possessive?
Not really.. Possessive in an adorable way

Why would s/he succeed in life?
Because she is a smart girl. Attractive and motivated to go further.

What is the coolest gift that s/he has ever given you?
A box of delightful homemade truffles for my 21 years old birthday.

What is s/he obsessed with?
Shoes (x1000xx), Canon G10, JIM STURGESS, Cecelia Ahern’s, Sophie Kinsella’s, Harry Potter, Daniel Jacob Radcliffe, Klose.

What does s/he avoid at all costs?
Milky stuffs. She’s afraid of milk, or anything that contains milk in it. Wanna bet? (or to Make me feel jealous?)

What does s/he spend the most money on?
On her favorite novels and fast food deliveries. Cabs

Describe his/her typical Sunday
A perfectionist. By the way it’s not on her typical Sunday but every day. Most likely she wakes up early in the morning, or near afternoon(if there’s no classes on that day). She’d be lazing around for few minutes before hook up on her notebook to check emails, facebook, blog updates and browsing the internet randomly. Then having lunch either by delivery or cooking and then proceed to study by the whole day while listening to her favorite playlist or memorizing the movie corny lines. She takes shower later on as she claims of being wangi all the time yeah, I hope so.

Why would s/he be dangerous?
When she gets mad is it a really serious thing. as someone to hurt her feeling or make fun of her perhaps.

Tell us about a time s/he looked absolutely gorgeous
In the morning. When she’s wearing the purple kebaya. Or the time she’s being serious.

What’s something about him/her that would surprise all of his/her friends?
She is the witty Pinksterz. A shy girl that can be very talkative instead.

What do you love most about him/her?
Much of herself.

The biggest lesson you have learnt from loving your partner
The “honeymoon stage” at the beginning of the relationship can cloud reality. If we get to know each other at a slower pace and still like each other in real life, we may really have grounds for a healthy relationship. It’s all about communication, commitment, faithfulness, patience, to practice and accept forgiveness.

(me: okay this answer totally make mine sounds super shallow wtf)

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oh here's another thing!

(in the evening, on the MSN when he was transferring to me his answers)

him: ehhhhhhh last question jawapan kita almost the same lah
me: really? *went to check*
me: eh ya lah! hahaha
him: :P
me: oh you tiru i! hmph.
him: ....

told ya i always love to win.

p.s. good luck for your practical histology tomorrow okay? *sayang*

my abah is cuter than yours...

...because he mixes up arabic and english when he speaks! hahahahaha. okay i tell you lah what happened.

this morning, my dad went to see haji ali while i was out with gedik to the main road to find a taxi to drive us to the airport. the problem is....you see, my dad can't speak arabic and haji ali can't speak english. so he (dad) was trying to tell him that he was flying back to malaysia back while my mom is staying with me in arabic-english as best as he could but he didn't know the word for "her" in arabic. so he used "inti" (you) instead hahahahahaha. why so cute wan my dad.

dad: ana (me). fly. malaysia. today.
haji ali: ooo mesyi mesyi (okay okay)
dad: inti (you). stay. here.
haji ali: :|

of course haji ali is staying there laaaaaaaaaa hahahahahahahahahahahaa when i first knew about it i totally had tears in my eyes laughing wei.

anyway, to the airport we went. the good thing about morning flights is there will be less egyptian arounds and that means less chaos, traffic and noise.



yes that is gedik at the background talking to my dad (not in the picture but you can see a quarter of his leg wtf) while waiting for the gate to be opened. when i asked him later, what were they talking about he told me "it's a guy's talk" wtf. i saw they were glancing in my way during the talk which is good enough to tell me that there is a high possibility that both of them were talking about me! hmph.




i had to accompanied my dad until he was done with the first check point because he is ,unbelievably, somekind of magnet to attract those egyptian custom officers to suspect him. trust me, every single time he travels to visit me here, surely he kena wan. i also don't know what they saw in him that is suspicious enough to make them stop him and interrogate wtf.

and today - again - he was enquired regarding his ticket because it showed 18 may instead of 15 may but we had already changed and confirmed the flight date but the HQ said it is okay no need to print another ticket (maybe the guy is some save our trees activist wtf). and when he tried to explain to the officer, that guy simply shoved him the whole list of the flight passengers and asked him to find his flight id there wtf. and because of that, those were behind him had to wait for us wtf (i was already standing at the side a bit far since i didn't want to be in the line).

see! my dad is not only cuter than yours but keng-er too because he makes people wait without intending too. i bet the same awesomeness in running in yours pinkfully veins too!

in the shuttle bus going back to the parking area to find a taxi back home but unfortunately, morning means there will be less arrivals so we actually had to return to the departure hall again and hailed a cab from there.

so from now on for three months or so until the finals, it will be my mom and me only. yes, can manja alot hahahahah. abah, please don't miss mama ah! :P

p.s. wtf! my firefox is infected with don't-know-what virus/ spyware/ adware/ tupperware and now it has this annoying auto-pop out tab every thirty minutes featuring asianlivesexdotcom! or freesexonlinedotcom wtf wtf WTF!

and guess what yours truly learnt from this stupid website advertisement! i have realised that those porn girls have super corny names hahahaaha like hothothot4u wtf. or sweetgranny wtf. HAHAHA SWEETGRANNY WTF WEI!


I MEAN, WHO THE HELL WANTS TO WATCH SOMEONE WITH A NICK LIKE SWEETGRANNY?!?!?! NOT ME FOR SURE WTF.

SERIOUSLY, WOULD YOU?!