entri muhasabah versi memuji diri sendiri

CRAPPINK:
due to the winter break all of the universities in egypt is having right now, city stars is overly infested with malaysian students here that i begin to feel as in i am in malaysia.

city stars = equivalent of pavilion/suria klcc/mid valley in malaysia. it's the hippest mall around
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found this characteristic thingy in a friend's blog. because i am super self centered i shall copy pasted the birth month of mine only hohohohoho.

oh, for the full list hop over there to check out yours! :)

NOVEMBER
oh yes, i am one of the vicious vixen scorpios

Banyak idea dalam perkara
i highly doubt this. once i had to do a favor for a blogging friend of mine, J. he had this online meeting thingy via msn which he had agreed to attend but later he realised he was assigned by his boss to do a coverage on an event somewhere else at the very same time. so guess what that fellow thought of?

because once before i pranked another blogger by pretending to be him, he thought that i was the best choice or maybe the last choice but of course i won't write that here, so he gave me his msn password for me to sign in at the said time and for fuck's sake i don't know what got into me that i agreed to do it.

we planned it very carefully since neither both of us wanted any excuse for the cover to be blown away. because it was something like a very top secret like that lar. he briefed me regarding the meeting and told me if i am in "trouble", just sent him a sms and he would quickly call me right at that very moment wtf.

so there i was at the set time signed into his account and then the conference began. most of the participants were quite the "big guys" in the blogosphere and i was like starstrucked a tikus. i was quite most of the times until one of the asked "why is J so quiet?" and then the others began to say "J, what do you think?" or "J, are you there?"

all i could said was "uhm, okay, yes, sure, err yeah" wtf. haih so embarassing.

so my point is, i don't have much ideas when it comes to brainstorming. i prefer to be the sleeping partner because i rarely can come up with any good bombastic idea *low self esteem wtf*. so this point is a big NO.

Sukar untuk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya
agreed. a lot of people said that i am unpredictable and they can't really figured out what i am thinking or feeling since i don't let out most of my emotions and thoughts to others. :)

Berfikiran kehadapan
well i do have some plans for my future but i don't really think about it much. sometimes i do hang onto the pasts on some matters.

Berfikiran unik dan bijak
unik? oh like the time when i saw this mannequin with this stupid wig on it and my mind began to imagine a friend of mine who was there with me to wear it to our college?

Penuh dengan idea-idea baru yang luar biasa
more like impossible, out of this world kinda idea. idea merepek banyaklah. :-/

Pemikiran yang tajam
isn't this just almost the same as the two points above?

Daya firasat yang sangat halus dan tinggi
firasat is sixth sense right? well maybe i don't know. sometimes i do get feelings regarding certain matters but most of the times it is just emotional.

Bagus untuk jadi doktor
EVELYN NG (OR ANYONE ELSE THAT MATTERS),

DO YOU STILL DOUBT ME TO BECOME YOUR DOCTOR IN THE FUTURE FOR YOUR CHILDREN??


Cermat dan teliti
only if i am into the task, i will definitely put all my effort and time and give extra care to it.

Personality dinamik
changing personalities? hahaha you should see how my handwritings changed over the times since i entered schools.

Sifat yang berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia
yeah, i have this tendency that if i want to know something i will work the way around the person with the infos cleverly.

Banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra
hmmm.. i don't become friendly when i first meet someone but if we get along, then you shall be tortured with my endless talkings. HAH!

Berani, pemurah setia dan banyak kesabaran
berani? hoohohoho gua tinggal sorang sorang beb! berani ke tak lu cakap sekarang!
pemurah? wallahualam. ;)
setia? errr...
sabar? until certain limit and after that kaboom! gunung hiroshima pun meletup. sometimes i will just accept things but you really don't want to drive me up the wall. i might end up not talking to you for the rest of your life.

but there's one thing that i can never be patient with and that is waiting especially when someone promise to be at certain place on certain time and when i reach there on time (or before the time) there is no sight of the person.

Terlalu degil dan keras hati apabila hendak
agree.

Diusahakan sehingga berjaya
i used to have this point in me when i was in high school but i think that was because most of the students there were very kiasu and competitive and i used to be one of them. once, got this one chinese girl who questioned my final result because i came from outside school, (ie secondary school name is secondary P, primary school name is primary P but i came from primary B geddit?) and i managed to beat the best girl during my form 1. and since then, some of the girls tried to have a look in my notes and stuff. one even asked where i go for tuitions wtf stalker gila kau .

in my form two, if i am not mistaken i got tight total marks for all the subject with a girl so one of the girl from their gang actually went up to my art teacher demanding why i was given with an A for my pendidikan seni drawing because that was their last hope i think i never go for any art classes like some of them so maybe it pissed them off that i was actually put at the same level as the "art educated people". that girl actually took my drawing (according to my deskmate at that time because i was absent on that day) from my friend who was responsible to keep all my papers when i wasn't around.

(wah wah now i sound like i am such a pendendam wtf. eh maybe i am hor. see this prove the above point about me thinking forward is wrong!!!)

eh since i am on this ranty mode i got another story which never failed to piss me off. when they asked me how i studied i simply told tell the bloody truth that i just read the reference books (i was using the same ones from the same publishers as them) and they actually accused me of hiding my so-called secret notes. grrrrrr!!!111289738927#*!@%#

but nowadays i am easily grateful with average results. if i pass my coming finals also i sure jump over the moon wan i tell you hahahahaha. haih.

Tak suka marah kecuali digugat
so so true. if you wish to see me get really angry, as in really REALLY angry you are welcomed to hurl any bad words about my family members then you are in real grave danger wtf.

family = myself. to hurt my family means you are hurting myself. so if you are thinking about hurting any of my family, somebody gonna get hurt real baddddddd!! *russel peters style*

eh but really i won't tolerate if it involves my family members.

Mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain
only if i care or love that person enough.

Pandai muhasabah diri
i don't know. eh wait isn't this post is some kind of muhasabah diri also? hahahahaha.

Cara berfikir lain dari orang lain
but i can never beat the twisted mind of kiah hahahahahahaha

Otak yang sangat tajam
ya lor! if not how come i end up in the medicine course wan okay *sarcastic wtf

Pandai mendorong diri sendiri
aiyo i have the will power of a boiled carrot lah okay i tell you. like the fact that i am trying to lose some weights right now and i plan to join a gym near to my house. but until today i never try to go to the said gym and find out more about the fees and stuff.

Tidak hargai pujian
kamu dengar ini wahai encik gedik?:P hahahaha

well unless i deserve those praises like my success in organising an event after putting much efforts or when i was handed this art project and i gave all out for it and the result was good, i will definitely appreciate it. i just don't really like those "superficial" praises, ie "wah you are so fair!" "wah you are pretty leh" (ahem not to say that i am pretty it is just an example for god's sake wtf) etc etc.

it's not that i hate it. it's just that i prefer to be appreciated for what i have done.

*cough*but i do like to hear that once in a while though *cough*

Kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yang sangat tinggi dan apabila hendak sesuatu cuba sampai berjaya
again, if i am into the given tasks. :)

(woi why you keep repeating the points by telling it using different choice of words ah! you think i am stupid is it?!)

Badan yang "tough" (sasa)
is this another way of saying I AM OVERWEIGHT?!?!

Kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam
yes, and if someone i love hurt me, i don't even want to think what will happen to me.

Romantik
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ENTAH

Tidak pasti dgn hubungan kasih sayang
i don't give my trust easily babeh!

Suka duduk di rumah
agree. when i was in my first year, a senior called me a perumah because of my tendency to stay at home when my friends went out. but until last thursday i was dying to go out and have fun because i was having this "free holidays" due to the exams and i couldn't really go out and have fun because most of my friends are having exams. so i stayed at home and be a good girl. i didn't even go to my second home, city stars okay.

god, you must be very proud of me.

Sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi
yeah right. *eyerolls*

Amanah, jujur, setia dan pandai berahsia
amanah? insyaAllah.
jujur? rasanyalah unless i have to lie to not hurt anyone's feelings
setia? no comment
pandai berahsia? i don't pour/talk about my problems to others.

Tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi
yes, i get angry very easily. and sometimes i fail to control my anger i channel it towards innocent people. haih.

Bercita-cita tinggi
aku nak jadi doktor! tinggi ke tak cita cita tu weh!!!11111wanwanwan

Perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah
like i said, i am unpredictable. ;)

hang on, why do i have the feeling that this point was already mentioned above?!

p.s. if you realised, more of these points are so random that it feels like it is just made up. same goes for horoscopes. but then this is a research by the motivator, dato dr fadzillah kamsah (if you don't know him and you are a malaysian, aku lucutkan kewarganegaraan kau!) so then it might be true.

but i still have my doubts. heh.

p.p.s. since more blogs are doing the 365 photoblog project for the year 2009, i am thinking of doing it in february but then that will only happen if i am commited enough to do it.

eh wait isn't that (committed) one of the points in the lists above?

p.p.p.s. i took more than an hour to write this post. and that is without any distractions/chats. wtf.

p.p.p.p.s. and the title is in malay because aku tak ingat muhasabah apa dalam english aaaaaaaaaaa my english is becoming worse by days le sigh.

dah aku nak gi emo sebab tak ingat the term already babai.

6 Comment(s):

izzat said...

ok...i read..bla bla..too long!ok, read later.. da.. :P

p/s: I also have friend who born on November.. guess what, die juga bakal doktor.. :D

pinksterz said...

izzat:
i tak paksa you baca pun! :P

p.s. hehe terbukti doktor-doktor memang dari dilahirkan dari kalangan november babies! yayy!

Jasonmumbles said...

How come all humans in the earth and their characters be categorized into ermm... 12 categories?

Bull shit. :P

pinksterz said...

jasonmumbles:
haha ya lor. but then it is not a must that i have to have all of the above characters mah. maybe some only :P

i still think this is like random lists of positive points someone came up with hahahaha

sakibakidaki said...

wah my nameeeeee. waaaaaaaaah. *feel so honored ahahahaha. sheeshh*

pinksterz said...

sakibakidaki:
bangga kan! bangga kan!! :P

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