you are awesome.

CRAPPINK:
this morning i weighted myself on the bathroom scale and i found out that i've gained all those fats that i had lost a month ago dammit. must start to eat steamed food again wtf. must hide my hotplate so that i wont cook anymore wtf.

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this a nice short movie i found in youtube! watch it because you know i rarely feature/ write about/ link to any youtube videos in my blog unless the channel is really, really good or the video just worths it. :D



i must admit i am not a girl who can smile easily. haha. especially when a person request me to pose/smile for a pic i can't smile naturally! how leh? and when i forced myself to smile, the smile would turn out fake.

i am not a very smiley person. when i first entered my high school, i was trying to adapt to the all-girls environment and being a shy girl didn't help much (but that was a history already, i mean the shy girl part wtf). so everyone kinda got the impression that i was the sombong girl.

i remember got one girl names soo yan ni who was a friend to a friend of mine so obviously we were bound to hang out together one day right.

so there i was talking and chatting and joking to her and she suddenly said to me, "pinksterz, i never thought you are this friendly because you don't really look that friendly."

and trust me, i got lots of those during my form 1.

so from that day, i decided to smile more. and my friend said even when i flashed a smile at any random junior/girl/teacher it looked fake wtf! see lah to smile or not to smile now? how leh!

and then i fixed a braces and i had an excuse not to smile (because i don't want to scare you with my metal teeth hahahahahaha wtf). and then when i took out my braces, it was like a freedom to me that i couldn't stop grinning at every single one as if to tell them "look! no braces!" hahahaha until one of my friend had to tell me to close my mouth hahahaha why am i so embarassing last time wtf.

and it is just as bad when someone asks me to smile for a picture. i never can move both end of my lips upward naturally. it will definitely turn out bad. haih haih haih.

now maybe this is a good way for me to smile wtf. pretending that there is one imaginary person pouring me with imaginary praises (it won't be hard anyway since i am a naturally perasan girl wtf) when anyone want to take a pic of me hahahaha!

and this is another one from the same production i guess. it is the sub-romantic comedy - movie in the form of musical from the above vid but they used a different but similar (he didn't sport any beard wtf) "smile" guy.



do watch it! it worths the wait (for you to fully load the videos lar if you are on sucky connection heh)! i think there are more of this videos but i can't seem to find it yet but fear not with the too much free time in my hand i shall continue scouting youtube for awesome videos! :P

more random stories:

i am too free nowadays it is not even "thrilling" anymore to wake up at any time that you like. i am too free i even went to some blogs that i have been reading for years and digged their old archives remembering the moment when i am so into blogging (compared to now) so yeah if you check your daily hits is way too high than your unique you know who you should blame heh.

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it has been almost a month and audrey hasn't give birth to her litters yet. i begin to think that she is not even pregnant in the first place (kanasai waste my energy made a post about her only wtf) but then her tummy is indeed bulgier compared to the time i first brought her home.

and both of my hamsters are way into wrestling nowadays that i have to even "ground" them by separating them in two pails (now that reminds me that i need to find a new cage soon). at first i thought it was thumper's fault since you know he is the male one. but surprise! surprise! yesterday i saw that audrey was the one attacking and biting and scratching the poor guy wtf.

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nowadays i am also into cooking wtf. i never liked cooking last time that my mom had to drag me into the kitchen to ask me to help her. but nowadays i enjoy doing grocery shopping as much as i enjoy buying new clothes/shoes/books. and i even bookmarked a few nice websites for nice recipes. why am i turning into an auntie?! *big sweat on head*.

ooooh the feeling when you cook something that is edible and the taste is just awesome is so indescribable. like yesterday, i tried this thai stir fry chicken garlic dish which i twisted a little bit to suit my taste and when i first tried it, i felt as if my destiny is to go for chef course wtf.

oh well enough rambling. counting down that there is 28 more days to class i can't wait and i am not being sarcastic here honestly. :(