collapsed

last night, or should i say today very, very early morning, i cried. for some reasons, i had collapsed to the pressure of handling too many matters a twenty year old shouldn't be handling at all. from he stupid management people to those who lingered around me and claimed that they care for me. turned out they don't. all these shits of finding me when one needs me, i had enough of those already.

for a moment i thought of quitting. quitting what? a lot of stuff. which involves commitments and responsibility. if no one cares, why should i?