don't think it's because i am emo-ing or what lah okay. but let me show you how frantic my life is nowadays!

sunday:
10.00 am - 12.00 pm: practical pathology at the museum
12.00 pm - 12.05 pm: busy climbing five flights of stairs to the pathology department
12.05 pm - 2.05 pm: practical pathology at the laboratory
2.05 pm - 2.10 pm: running down five flights of stairs to go to the lecture hall which is like 1 km away from the lab
2.10 pm - 5.10 pm: attending three lectures non-stop without any breaks in between except for prayers and maybe nodding to sleep while listening to the professors mumbling babbling lecturing.
after 5.10 pm: go home and collapse on the bed till next morning.

monday:
8.00 am - 11.00 am: three hours of lectures. (wtf do you realise we end very very late on sunday and then have a very very early class on monday?!)
11.00 am - 3.00 pm: hanging around at the college doing nothing which can be very very tiring wtf. and not to mention very boring.
3.00 pm - 5.00 pm: practical pharmacology.

but this section will change every other week alternately in between three groups so we are having the earliest section next week (11 am till 1 pm only!!!!!!). but nevermind i am putting the worst time here just to fish for your sympathy wtf.

after 5.00 pm: go home and collapse on the bed till next morning.

tuesday:
8.45 am - 9.00 am: idly climbing up the two flights of stairs to the microbiology department.
9.00 am - 11.00 am: practical microbiology.

omg i must tell you how my dream of dealing with highly infectous and dangerous bacteria got crushed down into smithereens during the first practical last week. the doctor so super bersemangat telling us about all the safety thingy and all those ethics in labs and all those safety levels and stuff and we got all excited thinking "ooo i gonna deal with HIV virus" or something lah then by the end of the class she suddenly told us "no need to worry because you will be dealing with only BSL 1" wtf. BSL 1 where got adventure!!! only penicillin ceh. damn kecewa okay. no thrill wtf.

11.00 am - 11.05 am: climbing flights of stairs to another department for another practical section.
11.05 am - 1.05 pm: practical parasitology where we get to play around with helminthes (that's the canggih word for worm wtf).
1.05 pm - 2.00 pm: running down the staircases and heading to the cafe to stuff my hungry stomach.
2.00 pm - 5.00 pm: sleeping in the comfortable, air-conditioned lecture hall attending three hours of lectures.

wednesday:
this is the only day of the week where we get to be in college for three hours from 11.00 am till 2.00 pm. HURRAY!!!

thursday:
8.00 am - 9.30 am: e-learning pharmacology once every two weeks. aiyoh this class (according to bobo aka bo kuasa dua aka bo squared! bo squared!) is like the FREE MARKS for us and i must agree for once.
9.30 am - 11.05 am: since the boys chose to come at this section (yes lah they all chose to wake up very late one hmph so unfair wtf) we rajin (haha sengaja nak emphasize part rajin tu) girls who wake up earlier get to rest for 90 minutes! yay-ness.
11.05 am - 2.05 pm: attending the last three hours of lectures for the week!

ooooh if you think i am done with class and get to enjoy my friday to myself then you are wrong!
because i have decided to join tuition to get some extra help this year. so my thursday will continue looking like this:

7.00 pm - 9.30 pm: pharmacology tuition.

after 9.30 pm: go home and enjoy the rest of the thursday night wtf.

friday:
i know i had been bragging for the past few years how i get to enjoy my friday to the fullest extent but that is a history liao. T______T i only get to enjoy my friday morning and that free time also will be spent to do my weekly laundry and cleaning up my house. T______T

and then in the evening i have to attend my 2 hours quran recitation class and then after that straight away head to the pharmacology tuition since it is pointless to go back home with only one hour gap in between the two classes.

i will only reach my home at night around 10.00 pm like that.

saturday:
and here goes my last chance of having a full free day doing whatever i want to do because i still have another pharmacology tuition in the evening. and again i will be home around 10.30 pm like that considering the traffic on weekend night and the distance of the tuition place to my house.

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so there goes. basically how i am going to live my third year as medical student life. just wash, rinse and repeat the cycle wtf. in fact i don't even have time to look forward to my birthday this coming sunday. in fact thinking about sunday timetable is enough to kill my mood for any birthdays wtf.

that's just prove how busy i am! those who know me very well will be surprised because i always look forward and get all excited about birthdays. haih. i am a grown woman now lah is it wtf.

seniors have warned me again and again how hard the third year is and how we must begin to study and revise everything from the beginning of the term aka now. and so far i am being a goody two shoes, sticking to my study regime religiously wtf. lets just hope i have enough motivation to stay like that until july next year.

and these are like half of the things we are supposed to be studying this year wtf

and if i failed to keep myself motivated for a long time, i think i need to remind myself how much all these books cost me wtf. everything costed me around 1000le or more like that wtf including some extra reference books. T___T

that money can feed me for two months okay!!!!! must. study. hard. this. year. no. matter. what. or. die. trying.

p.s. omg can someone say FYL to me already after reading how crazy my life going to be this year?!