entri muhasabah versi memuji diri sendiri

CRAPPINK:
due to the winter break all of the universities in egypt is having right now, city stars is overly infested with malaysian students here that i begin to feel as in i am in malaysia.

city stars = equivalent of pavilion/suria klcc/mid valley in malaysia. it's the hippest mall around
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found this characteristic thingy in a friend's blog. because i am super self centered i shall copy pasted the birth month of mine only hohohohoho.

oh, for the full list hop over there to check out yours! :)

NOVEMBER

oh yes, i am one of the vicious vixen scorpios

Banyak idea dalam perkara
i highly doubt this. once i had to do a favor for a blogging friend of mine, J. he had this online meeting thingy via msn which he had agreed to attend but later he realised he was assigned by his boss to do a coverage on an event somewhere else at the very same time. so guess what that fellow thought of?

because once before i pranked another blogger by pretending to be him, he thought that i was the best choice or maybe the last choice but of course i won't write that here, so he gave me his msn password for me to sign in at the said time and for fuck's sake i don't know what got into me that i agreed to do it.

we planned it very carefully since neither both of us wanted any excuse for the cover to be blown away. because it was something like a very top secret like that lar. he briefed me regarding the meeting and told me if i am in "trouble", just sent him a sms and he would quickly call me right at that very moment wtf.

so there i was at the set time signed into his account and then the conference began. most of the participants were quite the "big guys" in the blogosphere and i was like starstrucked a tikus. i was quite most of the times until one of the asked "why is J so quiet?" and then the others began to say "J, what do you think?" or "J, are you there?"

all i could said was "uhm, okay, yes, sure, err yeah" wtf. haih so embarassing.

so my point is, i don't have much ideas when it comes to brainstorming. i prefer to be the sleeping partner because i rarely can come up with any good bombastic idea *low self esteem wtf*. so this point is a big NO.

Sukar untuk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya
agreed. a lot of people said that i am unpredictable and they can't really figured out what i am thinking or feeling since i don't let out most of my emotions and thoughts to others. :)

Berfikiran kehadapan
well i do have some plans for my future but i don't really think about it much. sometimes i do hang onto the pasts on some matters.

Berfikiran unik dan bijak
unik? oh like the time when i saw this mannequin with this stupid wig on it and my mind began to imagine a friend of mine who was there with me to wear it to our college?

Penuh dengan idea-idea baru yang luar biasa
more like impossible, out of this world kinda idea. idea merepek banyaklah. :-/

Pemikiran yang tajam
isn't this just almost the same as the two points above?

Daya firasat yang sangat halus dan tinggi
firasat is sixth sense right? well maybe i don't know. sometimes i do get feelings regarding certain matters but most of the times it is just emotional.

Bagus untuk jadi doktor
EVELYN NG (OR ANYONE ELSE THAT MATTERS),

DO YOU STILL DOUBT ME TO BECOME YOUR DOCTOR IN THE FUTURE FOR YOUR CHILDREN??

Cermat dan teliti
only if i am into the task, i will definitely put all my effort and time and give extra care to it.

Personality dinamik
changing personalities? hahaha you should see how my handwritings changed over the times since i entered schools.

Sifat yang berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia
yeah, i have this tendency that if i want to know something i will work the way around the person with the infos cleverly.

Banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra
hmmm.. i don't become friendly when i first meet someone but if we get along, then you shall be tortured with my endless talkings. HAH!

Berani, pemurah setia dan banyak kesabaran
berani? hoohohoho gua tinggal sorang sorang beb! berani ke tak lu cakap sekarang!
pemurah? wallahualam. ;)
setia? errr...
sabar? until certain limit and after that kaboom! gunung hiroshima pun meletup. sometimes i will just accept things but you really don't want to drive me up the wall. i might end up not talking to you for the rest of your life.

but there's one thing that i can never be patient with and that is waiting especially when someone promise to be at certain place on certain time and when i reach there on time (or before the time) there is no sight of the person.

Terlalu degil dan keras hati apabila hendak
agree.

Diusahakan sehingga berjaya
i used to have this point in me when i was in high school but i think that was because most of the students there were very kiasu and competitive and i used to be one of them. once, got this one chinese girl who questioned my final result because i came from outside school, (ie secondary school name is secondary P, primary school name is primary P but i came from primary B geddit?) and i managed to beat the best girl during my form 1. and since then, some of the girls tried to have a look in my notes and stuff. one even asked where i go for tuitions wtf stalker gila kau .

in my form two, if i am not mistaken i got tight total marks for all the subject with a girl so one of the girl from their gang actually went up to my art teacher demanding why i was given with an A for my pendidikan seni drawing because that was their last hope i think i never go for any art classes like some of them so maybe it pissed them off that i was actually put at the same level as the "art educated people". that girl actually took my drawing (according to my deskmate at that time because i was absent on that day) from my friend who was responsible to keep all my papers when i wasn't around.

(wah wah now i sound like i am such a pendendam wtf. eh maybe i am hor. see this prove the above point about me thinking forward is wrong!!!)

eh since i am on this ranty mode i got another story which never failed to piss me off. when they asked me how i studied i simply told tell the bloody truth that i just read the reference books (i was using the same ones from the same publishers as them) and they actually accused me of hiding my so-called secret notes. grrrrrr!!!111289738927#*!@%#

but nowadays i am easily grateful with average results. if i pass my coming finals also i sure jump over the moon wan i tell you hahahahaha. haih.

Tak suka marah kecuali digugat
so so true. if you wish to see me get really angry, as in really REALLY angry you are welcomed to hurl any bad words about my family members then you are in real grave danger wtf.

family = myself. to hurt my family means you are hurting myself. so if you are thinking about hurting any of my family, somebody gonna get hurt real baddddddd!! *russel peters style*

eh but really i won't tolerate if it involves my family members.

Mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain
only if i care or love that person enough.

Pandai muhasabah diri
i don't know. eh wait isn't this post is some kind of muhasabah diri also? hahahahaha.

Cara berfikir lain dari orang lain
but i can never beat the twisted mind of kiah hahahahahahaha

Otak yang sangat tajam
ya lor! if not how come i end up in the medicine course wan okay *sarcastic wtf

Pandai mendorong diri sendiri
aiyo i have the will power of a boiled carrot lah okay i tell you. like the fact that i am trying to lose some weights right now and i plan to join a gym near to my house. but until today i never try to go to the said gym and find out more about the fees and stuff.

Tidak hargai pujian
kamu dengar ini wahai encik gedik?:P hahahaha

well unless i deserve those praises like my success in organising an event after putting much efforts or when i was handed this art project and i gave all out for it and the result was good, i will definitely appreciate it. i just don't really like those "superficial" praises, ie "wah you are so fair!" "wah you are pretty leh" (ahem not to say that i am pretty it is just an example for god's sake wtf) etc etc.

it's not that i hate it. it's just that i prefer to be appreciated for what i have done.

*cough*but i do like to hear that once in a while though *cough*

Kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yang sangat tinggi dan apabila hendak sesuatu cuba sampai berjaya
again, if i am into the given tasks. :)

(woi why you keep repeating the points by telling it using different choice of words ah! you think i am stupid is it?!)

Badan yang "tough" (sasa)
is this another way of saying I AM OVERWEIGHT?!?!

Kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam
yes, and if someone i love hurt me, i don't even want to think what will happen to me.

Romantik
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ENTAH

Tidak pasti dgn hubungan kasih sayang
i don't give my trust easily babeh!

Suka duduk di rumah
agree. when i was in my first year, a senior called me a perumah because of my tendency to stay at home when my friends went out. but until last thursday i was dying to go out and have fun because i was having this "free holidays" due to the exams and i couldn't really go out and have fun because most of my friends are having exams. so i stayed at home and be a good girl. i didn't even go to my second home, city stars okay.

god, you must be very proud of me.

Sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi
yeah right. *eyerolls*

Amanah, jujur, setia dan pandai berahsia
amanah? insyaAllah.
jujur? rasanyalah unless i have to lie to not hurt anyone's feelings
setia? no comment
pandai berahsia? i don't pour/talk about my problems to others.

Tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi
yes, i get angry very easily. and sometimes i fail to control my anger i channel it towards innocent people. haih.

Bercita-cita tinggi
aku nak jadi doktor! tinggi ke tak cita cita tu weh!!!11111wanwanwan

Perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah
like i said, i am unpredictable. ;)

hang on, why do i have the feeling that this point was already mentioned above?!

p.s. if you realised, more of these points are so random that it feels like it is just made up. same goes for horoscopes. but then this is a research by the motivator, dato dr fadzillah kamsah (if you don't know him and you are a malaysian, aku lucutkan kewarganegaraan kau!) so then it might be true.

but i still have my doubts. heh.

p.p.s. since more blogs are doing the 365 photoblog project for the year 2009, i am thinking of doing it in february but then that will only happen if i am commited enough to do it.

eh wait isn't that (committed) one of the points in the lists above?

p.p.p.s. i took more than an hour to write this post. and that is without any distractions/chats. wtf.

p.p.p.p.s. and the title is in malay because aku tak ingat muhasabah apa dalam english aaaaaaaaaaa my english is becoming worse by days le sigh.

dah aku nak gi emo sebab tak ingat the term already babai.

unleash the bookworm in me

CRAPPINK:
i have just realised that my blog is two year old on last 14 january 2009. so yeah happy belated second blogniversary to pinksterzisme wtf.
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since i am too free and too bored nowadays, i decided to jot down my wishlist and share with all of you (read: easier for you to find present for me, right? :P)

actually it is not a real wishlist since i am only writing about books (others part coming soon if i am this free) that i have been wanting for a while or few minutes ago haha. and it is also in conjunction with the cairo international book fair event that is happening right now.

*digress. sidetrack abit okay

aiyoh, i tell you one funny story about this bookfair. i wasn't really sure about the date of the book fair. last week, a junior from mansurah asked me about it and told her i wasn't really sure about it but i heard that it starts on 22 january. then i simply googled it just now just to double check and clicked on the first few results.

first website told me that it starts on 21 january till 2 february 2009.
second one said that it starts on 22 january till 2 february 2009.
third one said that ot starts on 22 january till 5 february 2009.
and the fourth one (which is the official website) said it is from the 21 january to the extend of 5 february 2009.

you can now proceed to laugh with me now. c'mon everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

haha.

ha. ha.

i tell you lah, this is one of the things about egyptians that sometimes i can't stand. we can never confirm anything with them. if they told you to come in tomorrow it means next week. if they told you, to come and claim you visa in two weeks time, you might as well come the next month okay.

and if you are complaining about malaysian timing, egyptian will tell you that he/she will your place in 5 minutes when actually it means 3 bloody hours. take that malaysian! not so proud of our malaysian rubber timing (MRT wtf, stretch it as long as you want to!) anymore right?

haih, whatever lah. but to be on the safe side, just go there in between 24 january to 1 february wtf. because my friend actually went there on 21 january only to see they were still setting up the place. -__-"

/*end of digress.

anyway, here are some of the books that i really, really want to get my hands on it. if you are thinking of getting me a present or you spot any of them in cairo/alexandria do let me know so that i can go and look for them (but if you want to get them for me, i will accept them with tangan terbuka wtf rezeki jangan ditolak haha) because i really really want to get them!

1. Waiter Rant by the waiter aka steve dublanica

the book was out last year and it was by none other the famous (ex)waiter, steve dublanica himself. he used to be an anonymous blogger but since he had published his book i guess he was left with no choice but to show himself to the world for promotional purpose hahahaha. okay back to the main story, the book. i have been eyeing for it in virgin (which unfortunately the only coolest bookstore in egypt) for a while but too bad, they haven't stock it yet.

and guess what? he is writing another new book about tipping now and i haven't set eyes on his first book yet.

2. The Tale of Beedle The Bard by jk rowling

who doesn't know this woman lah okay? the one who started all the harry potter fever and ended the series lamefully with "harry and ginny lives happily ever after" ending wtf. c'mon i was pretty upset with the last installment in the series. to be honest for this book, i want the collector's edition with the nice cover but i think it will cost me a bomb (i am not working okay, my only source of income is my scholarship/fama/ang pow) since the pre-order price is $100. so i guess i should be contented to own even the normal ones.

actually this is not in my wishlist anymore since kiah already got it for me when she was in malaysia last time but the problem is..... she hasn't have the chance to pass it to me yet (in case you are wondering kiah, yes, what i am trying to tell you is COME TO CAIRO ALREADY LAH WOI WE GO SHOPPING JALAN JALAN MAKAN MAKAN TOGETHER AND YOU CAN PASS ME THE BOOK AND THEN WE GO BACK TO OUR OWN WAY WTF)

edited on 3 february 2009:
received it already, thanks to kiah!

3. How Starbucks Saved My Life by micheal gates gill

ya ya i know all about the starbucks (and mcdonald's) recent hoo-has okay. and trust me this book will never come across under my wishlist because oh c'mon, i love pink and pink lovers love reading chic lits. well most of them lah. and i am not even a starbucks frequent customers. i have been in there for like what, three times?(and it wasn't even for their coffee or hot beverages. but i do love their brownies and cheesecake though).

i don't really like to read this kind of book to be honest. my kind of read are like the devil's wear prada, everybody worth knowing, ps i love you etc etc. but then i first saw it during my flight transit in dubai and i read through few of its few pages and since then i am hooked to it. i tried to search for the ebook but it is never the same you know, reading from your computer screen or your handphone compare to having to hold the book in your hands. i have been looking for it in the bookstores here too but so far still no luck. haih. very inspiring reading!

and the movie is in its "in development" process according to imdb!

4. Chasing Harry Winston by lauren weisberger

if you read the devil wears prada and everyone worth knowing, then this one is no alien to you! lauren weisberger, the author who writes about the famous and glamour lifestyle. if you are into fashion and clothes and parties, this is the author for you!

anyway, this book was in stock in virgin last time but i didn't buy it because i chose to buy everybody worth knowing first. and right now my biggest dilemma is to get the cover with the white shoes or the green shoes if i found them in cairo. decision decision!

the only thing about lauren's book is i buy them when they has just been released but i only have the "urges" to read them like months later. or in the case of everybody worth knowing, almost a year later.

edited on 24 february 2009:
found it virgin megastore (they restock!)! with a cheaper price! OMG!

5. Girls Night In by too many authors but most of them are my fave!

OMG i only found out about this like five minutes ago when i was googling for lauren weisberger website hahaha. 21 short stories by many famous chic lits authors!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!

must. get. them. must. get. them.

6. Thanks For The Memories by cecelia ahern

since the day i read ps i love you, i decide that i must own all of her books. i cried when i read ps i love you, and where rainbow ends made (and still makes) me went all "awwwww" and "HAHAHAHAHA" at all the funny letters and emails, i am in the process of finishing a place called here and next i am going to read if you could see me now.

if you asked me to suggest a writer i will definitely suggest her. i even made gedik read where rainbow ends last year (to which he admitted he skipped some pages and read the "interesting" looking one only wtf)!

edited on 24 february 2009:
found it virgin megastore (they restock!)! with a cheaper price! OMG!

7. The Gift by cecelia ahern

refer #6 above thank you.

edited on 16 march 2009:
finally got it from virgin megastore!

8. Twenties Girl by sophie kinsella

i have just checked sophie's website for updates and found out that this is a soon to be released in august 2009! they don't even have the cover picture yet!

hmm that's all that i can think of right now i guess. i am putting this list on my sidebar so that i (and you, you, you and you too) can keep track on my books wishlist. haha!

and you know what sucks about making this list during the oh-so-famous cairo international book fair?

i doubt i can even find half of it there considering the book fair mostly consists of intellectual and islamic stuff. :( i only found sophie kinsella's shopaholic series and meg cabot's (anis safiah bergembiralah kamu dengan khabaran gembira ini ya haha!) there. and virgin bookstore? haih there are chances of me finding these there but the bad news is they always, always stock up new book waaay later than the release date.

such a kill joy right. :(

MPH, kinokuniya and borders - i can has miz u pls wtf. T__________T

p.s. if you have any suggestions on any nice books, do let me know okay?

there goes my hope of becoming a granny ham

note: this post had been saved in my draft since the date shown above *points upward* but i kinda forgot to publish it until today (23 january 2009) because well i think i was distracted with something at that time haha.

thumper is a widow now wtf.

is this another blessing in disguise (since i dont have to fork out money for a second cage)?

and i don't even know what the caused that audrey died. i gave her food and love and water and let her bit me countless times unwillingly wtf. and it's not like she was bullied by thumper. in fact she was the one bullying thumper.

and she was really pregnant. because when i picked her up, i couldn't resist to poke at her tummy just to make sure that that i wasn't imagining stuff and i could feel the little buldges in her tummy.

and when i found out she was dead, i saw thumper was standing on her like celebrating his victory and freedom from audrey evilness wtf.

but anyway audrey, you have been a good pet even if you bit me too many times. i am going to miss all you acrobatic acts and your spiderham heroic ability.

and i shall remember all the (temporary) scars you left on my fingers too.

p.s. guess what? she passed away hours after i wrote about her in the previous post.

you are awesome.

CRAPPINK:
this morning i weighted myself on the bathroom scale and i found out that i've gained all those fats that i had lost a month ago dammit. must start to eat steamed food again wtf. must hide my hotplate so that i wont cook anymore wtf.

@#&@!*(&#!(@*#I!
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this a nice short movie i found in youtube! watch it because you know i rarely feature/ write about/ link to any youtube videos in my blog unless the channel is really, really good or the video just worths it. :D



i must admit i am not a girl who can smile easily. haha. especially when a person request me to pose/smile for a pic i can't smile naturally! how leh? and when i forced myself to smile, the smile would turn out fake.

i am not a very smiley person. when i first entered my high school, i was trying to adapt to the all-girls environment and being a shy girl didn't help much (but that was a history already, i mean the shy girl part wtf). so everyone kinda got the impression that i was the sombong girl.

i remember got one girl names soo yan ni who was a friend to a friend of mine so obviously we were bound to hang out together one day right.

so there i was talking and chatting and joking to her and she suddenly said to me, "pinksterz, i never thought you are this friendly because you don't really look that friendly."

and trust me, i got lots of those during my form 1.

so from that day, i decided to smile more. and my friend said even when i flashed a smile at any random junior/girl/teacher it looked fake wtf! see lah to smile or not to smile now? how leh!

and then i fixed a braces and i had an excuse not to smile (because i don't want to scare you with my metal teeth hahahahahaha wtf). and then when i took out my braces, it was like a freedom to me that i couldn't stop grinning at every single one as if to tell them "look! no braces!" hahahaha until one of my friend had to tell me to close my mouth hahahaha why am i so embarassing last time wtf.

and it is just as bad when someone asks me to smile for a picture. i never can move both end of my lips upward naturally. it will definitely turn out bad. haih haih haih.

now maybe this is a good way for me to smile wtf. pretending that there is one imaginary person pouring me with imaginary praises (it won't be hard anyway since i am a naturally perasan girl wtf) when anyone want to take a pic of me hahahaha!

and this is another one from the same production i guess. it is the sub-romantic comedy - movie in the form of musical from the above vid but they used a different but similar (he didn't sport any beard wtf) "smile" guy.



do watch it! it worths the wait (for you to fully load the videos lar if you are on sucky connection heh)! i think there are more of this videos but i can't seem to find it yet but fear not with the too much free time in my hand i shall continue scouting youtube for awesome videos! :P

more random stories:

i am too free nowadays it is not even "thrilling" anymore to wake up at any time that you like. i am too free i even went to some blogs that i have been reading for years and digged their old archives remembering the moment when i am so into blogging (compared to now) so yeah if you check your daily hits is way too high than your unique you know who you should blame heh.

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it has been almost a month and audrey hasn't give birth to her litters yet. i begin to think that she is not even pregnant in the first place (kanasai waste my energy made a post about her only wtf) but then her tummy is indeed bulgier compared to the time i first brought her home.

and both of my hamsters are way into wrestling nowadays that i have to even "ground" them by separating them in two pails (now that reminds me that i need to find a new cage soon). at first i thought it was thumper's fault since you know he is the male one. but surprise! surprise! yesterday i saw that audrey was the one attacking and biting and scratching the poor guy wtf.

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nowadays i am also into cooking wtf. i never liked cooking last time that my mom had to drag me into the kitchen to ask me to help her. but nowadays i enjoy doing grocery shopping as much as i enjoy buying new clothes/shoes/books. and i even bookmarked a few nice websites for nice recipes. why am i turning into an auntie?! *big sweat on head*.

ooooh the feeling when you cook something that is edible and the taste is just awesome is so indescribable. like yesterday, i tried this thai stir fry chicken garlic dish which i twisted a little bit to suit my taste and when i first tried it, i felt as if my destiny is to go for chef course wtf.

oh well enough rambling. counting down that there is 28 more days to class i can't wait and i am not being sarcastic here honestly. :(

you knew what i did yesterday

CRAPPINK:
holy schomly! its not 28 days of holidays! its freaking 37 days of holidays for me! T_______T can i find a temporary job?
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...because you saw me (or more like bumping into me) while i was painting the mall red. :-/

shopaholic in action

and lucky (other) you because you called literally seconds before i actually stepped out of my house to head to the post office to pick up my parcel (like finally). and also even though i knew you are having the exams in like a week time, my mouth uncontrollably babbled out asking whether you want to go out or not. :-/ bad bad pinksterz haih.

so that's how basically i went out on the supposed-to-be-alone retail therapy session with a uhh... guy. yeah yeah i know that guys never like to be dragged into shopping with girls. they prefer to stay at home and watch football matches right right? :P

but nevermind for this fella had his own toy to play with while i browsed the clothes! :D

vain pot (joking!) in action

yes, do excuse him for being to vain because he is. hahahahaha. and trust me, there are lots more camwhore shots of him in my folders which i can use for future blackmailing purpose. >:D

okay here's a joke of the day!

question: what do you call a guy who brings three pens with him when he is out for shopping?
answer: encik gedik hahahahahaha :P

seriously lah, when i saw there were two pens poking out from the pocket of his sling bag i was like "wtf? why does he brings pens wan!" and when i asked him regarding the two pens guess what he answered me back?

"nolah, got three pens wan okay. got another blue pen inside!"

-___-"

anyway, bought a few outfits at quite a cheap price after you convert it to malaysia ringgit of course. i finally found a tee that can match my green mini jacket!! and i think the yellow one matches it just fine too if i am in a bit of colorful mood.

evidences of crime done

yeap, your eyes are not playing tricks on you because i did indeed buy a phone yesterday because i am so cool like that. i had been procrastinating in buying a new phone for weeks and after much pingpong-ing in decision making i decided to go for nokia 7070 (nokia ftw!) although the price is a little out of my initial budget range (i was after the mostest cheapest phone with basic features like sms and call only but then i don't really like the brand LG or sagem).

and the second phone is going to be used for my public number while my other new number is just for my (strictly) family (only) purpose. ;)

@pascucci. the only place (so far) that serve waffles!

we had a quick drink before heading back when the guy told me an info regarding a certain someone who is trying to hide a certain thing that he did. bahahahahaha.

(that is the spongebob laugh wtf)

and i can't wait for the time to come for me to use this evidence for my benefit. nyehehehehehe. *evil grin*

#20 she

... is disappointed with you. indeed.

hello my name is pinksterz and i dot dot dot

CRAPPINK:
everyone is facing the mid sem stress while me? i am facing a total of 28 days of free holidays. it might sound like a treat to you but trust me, you will get bored out of your pants when you are in my shoes.

or stilletos. whichever suits you.
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hello my name is pinksterz and i am lazy to blog already. but no, i ain't going to close this blog of mine anytime soon. just wish that my blogging inner goddess will return as soon as it can because me, myself miss to type down an ass long entry but seems like my brain is totally blank nowadays. i can't even think what to write about my daily life anymore.

hello my name is pinksterz and i am overdosing on hannah montana this week. overdosing as in like watching seven episodes per day non stop and also i am addicted to fred, the most subscribed person on youtube and that's why i am not linking his channel here because he is so freaking famous that he doesn't need it anymore. go check fred out (by searching him on youtube of course) because he is annoying but funny at the same time.

hello my name is pinksterz and i was not feeling very good for the past two days but today it is way better. i am smiling! :D see! :D

hello my name is pinksterz and i think rottini pasta with cheese and brocolli sucks to the max but that might be caused i boiled the pasta not according to the written instruction at the back of the box.

hello my name is pinksterz and i am so in need to do a serious retail therapy. someone be my sugar daddy for 12 hours please? pretty please?

hello my name is pinksterz and my notebook is currently has been infected with this annoying, popping out in a window "au travail" virus but i am still lazy to reformat my laptop because i need to backup all the music files and stuff. nevermind formatting can wait. let the virus enjoy his stay in my notebook for a while because i am so kind like that.

hello my name is pinksterz and i own two hamsters who don't want to self fed themselves anymore since the day that i hand fed them. spoilt rodents.

hello my name is pinksterz and i still can't decide which sounds correct, cyber sisterhood or sister cyberhood.

hello my name is pinksterz and here's the thought of the day:

you know how sometimes we greet our friends with bad words without actually saying that they are as bad as the words oh god what am i saying here wtf okay here's an example:

• woi mangkuk!
• oit KKJ how are u?
• bengong punya kawan

do you or do you not realise that any words can sound bad if we actually put in the right intonation to it. or when the words use doesn't sound right/you friend doesn't know the actually meaning of the word that you're saying. like in my case, i am using normal arabic word like:

• burtu'qal betul la hang ni
• bazinjan punya kawan
• woi falafil!
• manusia bil gibnah!
• tome'yah punya hantu

hello my name is pinksterz and i say good bye for now.

truth is...

i would be lying if i tell you i am not hurt when i reread it all over again.

but that is not the main reason that i am hurt.

it is the fact that you got the wrong end of the story because i am not the one to be blamed in my opinion. they are the one that comes to me. oh wait, lets us not forget that you weren't there - period - to see that they actually moved to my area. not the other freaking way around geddit?

anyway, now i know what do you always think of me. that i am always the one that suck up to them is it? that i love having all these attentions is it? ya lah ya lah faster shower me with all of those limelights and loves already! i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee being the center of attention.

bah!

why is it that whenever something like this happened, i am always the one to be blamed? do i look that slutty to you or anyone that matters? maybe i do lah considering the way i act by being over friendly with anyone that i can get along with.

stop saying that you know i am hurt.

because the truth is, you have no idea. at all.

the mcd's operator guy

CRAPPINK:
i am going to face extra 10 days of free holidays since i am not allowed to sit for the mid term exam in two weeks time.

haih, what am i supposed to do to kill the time?!
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this morning i decided to order mcdonald's breakfast today because i simply love their hash brown only to find me having weird conversations with their operator(s).

mcdonald's guy (mg): hello. mcdonald delivery.
me: good morning!
mg: morning miss pinksterz. it's still 9.40 am so we only have breakfast menu at this hour. we are so sorry ma'am.
me: erm yeah. i know that hahaha. that's the point of me calling you at this hour. hahaha (i am not being sarcastic. okay. maybe a little bit.)
mg: oh good. okay so you address is *censored*
me: yeap. that's me!
mg: okay. may i take your order please ma'am?

and he continued with taking my order and assured me that i would - let me quote their script because they always say the same thing everytime i call them - "receive it within 30 minutes".

i waited and 40 minutes had already passed and no one had showed up at my door. and finally my phone rang again and it was mcdonald's again. i thought maybe the main door was locked again like last time although that was unlikely to happen since it is already 10.20 am. surely someone had already go out to the grocery or something? right?

me: hello??
mg: hello miss. i am calling from mcdonald's.
me: oh okay. anything i can help you? (read: woi mana hash brown aku! aku lapar dowh!)
mg: yes. can you please pass the phone to your mom?
me: pardon?
mg: can you please pass the phone to you mom miss? i need to talk to your mom?
me: *stared at my handphone and thought "since when they require parental advice/permission for me to order anything?!" *
mg: hello? miss can you please pass your phone to your mom?
me: i am sorry but that would be a little bit impossible considering that my mom is not present here hahaha
mg: oh in that case, your dad please.

at that point, i totally bursted out laughing. out loud.

mg: miss, please. i need to talk to any of your parents. don't fool around.
me: oh i am sorry but both of them aren't present here.
mg: okay. is there anyone in your home right now?
me: yes. and that would be me and only me. i am the only one renting this place miss. so in that case you have to talk straight away to me. hahahaha.
mg: oh. oh. i see. sorry miss ma'am. i didn't realise that you are pinksterz.
me: nahh, it's okay. so what's the problem now? i still haven't received my order and it is already 40 minutes.
mg: yeah i have to inform you that our outlet has run out of hot chocolate. so we have to replace it with orange juice. is that okay with you ma'am?
me: but i didn't even order hot chocolate.
mg: oh really?
me: erm yea?
mg: oh okay. sorry ma'am. your will receive your order within 30 minutes.
me: okay.

haih. mcdonald's delivery operator, you totally made my day (except the part that i have to wait 70 minutes with starving stomach).

want to know how busy i am?

CRAPPINK:
i ushered in the new year by rushing home to cook instant noodle so that i could break fast, and flipping through my biochemistry and anatomy notes for the lectures on 1 january 2009.

yes i have lecture today wtf.
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read this:

10.43 pm - that is the moment i have just realised that i have indeed been neglecting a certain people in my life.



having over 200 people in my msn which i use to keep in touch at least once every month by exchanging HIs and BYEs and catching up with the latest updates, who is with who (yeah, i am a typical girl and i dig gossip wtf) and stuff but now i am only keeping in touch with 5 of them - three of which i talk almost on daily basis.



in fact, when a blogging friend nudges me on msn, before i actually reply them, i will go to their blogs and read their latest few posts just to make sure that i won't be too blur when i talk to them (or in one case, i actually hurt a friend of mine because i asked her about her (ex) boyfriend when she just broke up with him like two days before wtf).

and that is if i choose to reply them because i have too little time to play around this year even though i am only taking three subjects wtf is this!



but i need to get on with my life. right now, i need to prioritize and having such a limited time for a day makes me choose people that i actually want to spend the time with.



i don't even have enough time to actually jot down my daily life in my blog anymore. in fact, a post takes almost three or more days for me to complete. i hate this. T_____T

and to prove my point in the last paragraph, the above was written on 27 freaking december freaking 2008. i rest my case wtf. i didn't publish it that night because i had few more points that i wanted to put in so i saved it first in my drafts but now i have forgotten what i want to say already.