the first half

#1 i suspect this is one of the causes of my frequent stomach ache :-/

#2 the waker

#3 ini along bukit beruntung (inside joke). hahaha.

#4 i really don't want to see you again.

#5 the best torturer.

#6 lippincott! i owe you one big time!

#7 relief.

#8 summer.

gua suam suam kuku je

nota: entri ini adalah kesinambungan daripada entri terdahulu. eceh macam movie senario pulak wtf.

tahun ni tak rasa nak bom department biokimia kuliah perubatan universiti gua dah.

tapi stok bom masih tersedia, belum masuk stor lagi. mana tahu kot kot esok tiba tiba gua rasa gua memerlukan benda benda kejadah itu selepas exam oral biochem hohohoho.

p.s. tapi gua tahu ada budak tu nak boikot department biokimia? tak gitu amy ops "nama- budak- itu- bukan- amy"?

collide

all i could remember when i first step in the place were i had just recovered and i had been absent for a long time. and also i remembered this was a place of my past.

is this time travelling?

but it couldn't be. because you. you were in it. not physically. but i knew you were on my mind then when the guy smiled at me. charming. i remember it was you who hold me back from reaching him. a thought of you that actually stopped me. but yes, he was perfect. his teeth were. his eyes were. he was perfect.

if this is time travelling, how can someone from the present interfered in it?

no, this was not real. could not be real. but the girls. the place. they were so real. i remembered inhaling the familiar scene of the morning mist. i remembered the coldness of the wet stone bench when i sat on it. and the noiseless corridor walk. and the girls walking hand in hand. and i remembered, at some point, passing by her at the staircase. and we ignored each other like how we used to.

aahh... nothing has changed.

and all i could remember was, there were singing. and dancing. we laughed and danced. and talked. and laughed again. it was like a cycle. laughed. danced. talked. but it felt empty. because i didn't feel as if i am a part of them anymore like i was.

well, maybe things have changed after all.

goodbye anat, hello biocheMISERY

yesterday's essay was a tragedy.

one word of wisdom to you people out there:
never to trust pinksterz as your gynecologist unless you want to listen to more stupid theories like how the foetal PEES into the amniotic cavity and the waste product will mix together with the amniotic fluid and it will swallows the amniotic fluid (this is a fact, the swallowing i mean) so the waste products reenter the gastro-intestinal tract and then it reaches the umbilical cord at the mid gut region and it is then transferred to the maternal circulation, so that's how the foetal circulation is!

now after hearing that you must either think:-

a. haha comelnya buat teori baby kencing dalam perut mummy dia (yes thank you gedik i appreciate that you are trying to make me feel better is that a supressed laughter i heard? wtf)

or;

b. stooooooooooooopid hahahaha wtf PEES LIKE SERIOUSLY FML. eh silap FYL because you are the one saying it to me. Y as in YOUR, wah i am so genius and cool because i coin a new abbreviation.

i hope the examiner will think (a)fully while marking my answer. T___T

sigh. exam really does wonders to pinksterz's imagination when she is put under stress because she couldn't recall about the simplest thing for a question in an non-air conditioned room for three hours, during summer for her final exam.

but on the other hand, today's oral was a breeze! :) got the usual pep talk before the doctor bombarded me with questions and this time i am too lazy to denied it i just went with the flow saying my great great great great great great grandmother was a pakistani hahahahaha. anyway, i managed to answer every question throwed at me correctly and coolly may i add because i didn't stutter and talked mumbled rubbish like last time.

and finally, say hello to the week of biocheMISERY!

and the battle begins tomorrow

07062009;
08062009;
15062009;
16062009;
01072009;
02072009.

wish me luck peeps.

note to self:
hurm, been a while since i write this kind of short post. think i must have changed alot over the years.