a new disorder that was found by dr pink

i think one day i shall dedicate one special category just for cen ni since she has been featured in my blog for quite a lot of times now hahahahahaha.

and pardon the vainness of the chat but that's what happens when two girly girls get together. you just got to live with it.

one step closer to closure

everyone who knows The Story is telling me that you are an ass and i shouldn't give a damn and be as kind as i am towards you right now.

i for once, agree.

aww..cen ni didn't find it

well, in my defense it was based only on her which said "tidak ketemu, lain kali coba lagi"

ask any guys, i bet they will think the same just like me :P

this is how i spent the eid eve

1. being all alone while the neighbours and friends are all out there celebrating and enjoying themselves. my neighbours usually invite me to their house on the eid eve to have dinner together since i am living alone and all but i guess when they came knocking on my door this evening, i was sleeping. so no egyptian food for me this year. anyway my doctor advised me not to go out much since i am sick and my immune system is damn low. so far, i have been a very good girl and stay in bed all day.

2. the only phone calls i am getting is from my doctor. two of which i didn't answered because i was sleeping.

3. oh sleeping. that's my third activity. spent the rest of the afternoon and evening sleeping. and right now i am wide awake fml.

4. stalking a certain blog which i discovered recently. and by stalking i meant reading through all his four years archives! no i am not sharing it with you but i will blog about it later (if i feel like to hahahaha) because this guy is indeed cool and i admit i have an internet crush on him! seriously wei. < 3 he reminds me of kakicucuklangit a lot!

5. having house marathon. seriously lah! me? watching house?!?!?!?! that's like the day pigs gonna fly to the sky wtf. but since i am out of new movies and my official movie supplier a.k.a acap a.k.a cici can't pass me my pendrive back together with new movies so i am stuck with nothing but five seasons of house. T______T

6. have a long chat with an old friend of mine. sigh, it felt so goooooood to share some personal stories with her which i can't write here due to current situation. but one day when the time is right i will.

one day, i will. :)

the surprise that came from japan

as i am mopping around thinking how i am going to spend the eid being all alone and enjoying the variety of food in the form of drugs, happiness comes and greets me in the form of...





a simple gesture that really makes my day brighter. a simple postcard to carve a smile on my face. :)

nobita boy is one of the friends i've made through blogging and oh dear i have a lot of fun time bullying him. remember the time when i pretended to be a friend of yours through msn and you definitely fell for it! oh and discovering your other blog? sigh... good times, good times.

yes nobita, your handwriting is very nice (i am being nice here because i am sick and collecting karma point so i will get better soon wtf) compared to mine which is more erm, how do i put this... doctor-ish? haha. and yes, michelle won't find out about this because i won't tell her about it. linking her blog to this post of mine is all i gonna do so unless she checks her referral link, nope she won't find out about it and decide to decapitate your head. ahem ahem. it is so gonna be our little secret together nobitaku sayang who managed to spell my name wrongly despite knowing me for years wtf. *

anyway, thanks calvin! now i am feeling super guilty because i am yet to send you yours. eh actually i am yet to buy it wtf. so sorry sorry sorryyyy! T___________T unless you want me to send some egyptian virus to you with the postcard, i swear i am going straight to the postcard shop and then go to the post office as soon as i recovered from my tonsilitis.

tales of the sick girl

i had gone through a rough week for the past seven days and right now i am real sick. i have been feverish since last saturday but i first thought that maybe it's caused by the classes, tuitions and also stress of the exams. :(



and voila last night my fever was really high i swear i could fry an egg on my head wtf. so finally i gave in and went to the nearby pharmacy (i had been delaying it for like erm, five days) and bought myself the medications for my fever.


the pharmacist gave me the usual common drugs as congestal, flumox and i asked for lozenges for my sore throat. and i happily trotted back to my home thinking, "yay tomorrow fever gonna be gone."

but that night my fever was high again and i thought of going to the hospital/clinic so i texted a friend casually just to check whether he was still awake or not. but he didn't reply so i guess i had to wait until the next day. and since i already bought some medications, everything gonna be alright!

what i didn't know is the antibiotic would make me puke out non stop from 2am till 4am T_____T and i was so sick and damn scared i decided to call a doctor (who happened to be a relative of my foster family) there and then. and he was angry because i didn't tell anyone earlier and let the fever became worse.

so today he came to my house and did check up on my and voila i am having tonsilitis. to be honest, i have been suspecting the same thing because everytime i swallow something i have this funny taste/feeling in my throat which happens to be the pus wtf.

so the doctor prescribed me a new antibiotic with some other drugs. and he also told me to get compete full rest and not to do any heavy work.

doctor: don't eat any spicy malaysian food. i know how you love the chillies pinksterz but for ten days you are not allowed to consume any okay. and drink a lot of water.
me: okay.
doctor: and you have to get enough rest. don't do heavy work. just stay in bed and sleep a lot. that will help you.
me: heavy work? that includes study right??? heheh
doctor: hahaha don't make any excuse to not study pinksterz! i know you are lazy!!
me: you see studying requires a lottt of energy by thinking and memorizing.
doctor: okay okay i get your point. or maybe your hidden intention of not studying. you are very lucky to fall sick during the eid. because you get to rest during the holiday and won't miss any class.
me: eh talk about class. i just remember i've got tuition this evening.
doctor: you are not going. remember, must get enough rest. *stern look*
me: but... but...
doctor: no excuse. your fever is quite high and your tonsils are quite bad. so for once pinksterz, please listen to me: stay in bed and have enough rest.
me: o...kay. *smiles sweetly*
doctor: *stern look*
me: what? why are you looking at me like that?
doctor: i know what you are thinking pinksterz
me: what? i am not thinking or planning anything!
doctor: nevermind, i am going to bother you a lot by calling you every few hours to check you are indeed on your bed resting at home tonight.
me: ... (how on earth he knew i am going to the tuition anyway?!?!?!)
doctor: :D
me: fineeee i won't go to the tuition. hmph.
doctor: good girl.

haih but still so sad because i have to miss a lesson of pharmacology. and i cannot even celebrate the eid with my friends. T___T

or maybe i can go to the tuition curi-curi hehehehehehe.

heart talks

all i want to do right now is to fly to another country all by myself and find the cure to every single heartache and sickness. maybe only after that i can find real happiness and forget all these fucked up events and every single person that fucked up my life.

remember what i said last time that's capable of killing me?

girls on the net

bitch mode

yaaaaaaa we get it already. no need to write again and again and again that you don't photoshop your pictures. ya ya we get it all right that your boobs are that size for realz wtf.

and you don't have double chins.

and your nose are really that sharp it can pass as xiaxue's nosejob.

what a lucky girl with a blessed look you are! ^___^ wtf.

we are not stupid you know that we need telling twice. or thrice. or more.

and keep mentioning it again and again and again it is borderline pathetic..

wait. scratch that. it is pathetic. like you are so insecure that people might perceive you are less beautiful in real life than in your pictures.

/bitch mode

i love this quote

saw it at tinki talks

"Cute’s good. But cute only lasts for so long, and then it’s, 'Who are you as a person?' That’s the advice I would give to women: Don’t look at the bankbook or the title. Look at the heart. Look at the soul. Look at how the guy treats his mother and what he says about women. How he acts with children he doesn’t know. And, more important, how does he treat you? When you’re dating a man, you should always feel good. You should never feel less than. You should never doubt yourself. You shouldn’t be in a relationship with somebody who doesn’t make you completely happy and make you feel whole. And if you’re in that relationship and you’re dating, then my advice is, don’t get married."

– First Lady Michelle Obama to Katie Couric in an interview for
Glamour magazine's Women of the Year issue, December 2009

one of the best quotes i have encountered in my life obviously. no need reading in between the lines, no need to find any hidden message and most important, it's straight forward, just the way i like it.

today

marks the beginning to a new,torturous week filled with extreme busyness (again?).

what with all the daily replacement pharmacology class starting this evening (daily!!!), handling unstable emotional baggage, keeping mum, ignorance, hurts, medication, stupidity and also having a would- be- my- mid- year- mark- if- there- is- no- exam- after- aidiladha pathology exam on coming saturday, i wonder will i have time even for myself.

the only consolation that i have for myself is this kind of life will end by next july. hopefully.

may i survive for the next seven days and escape from it unscathed.

to those who always condemn egypt by saying it is an ulu place

especially nobita boy in japan who always says my place in so ulu because got no postcode wtf (btw, i am yet to get you your postcards so be patient)!



i bet even japanese didn't think of this kind of parking technology, am i right? :P

pharmacology according to me

Propanolol.
Pindolol.
Nadolol.
Timolol.
Tolol.
Dodol.
Cendol.

the true reason why pinksterz remains fat

now i know why my diet always fails.

it's not because i have the will power of a boiled carrot.

but because... okay i will let you decide after telling you my story.

so, since i have put so much weight since summer few months ago, i decided to really shed some pounds and so far i am doing great.

obviously my plan consists of eating healthily and exercise. the latter is obviously done by climbing five flights of stairs on daily basis at my college so no need to go to the gym. and also carrying heavy books to class on fiva days a week basis too wtf.

and since i barely have time for myself nowadays due to having class 7 days a week (just like during my spm 2005 but that one even more extreme! i got like 9 class a week excluding school FML) i barely have time to cook any proper meal. or eat properly.

when i am at class, my lunch will consist of a bun and a bottle of mineral water. by the time i reach home, i will be super knackered that my hand couldn't even hold a frying pan to fry an egg wtf. *drama* and when it's friday, i have to grab my food from outside since i will be going out for class and tuition from the afternoon till late night and it is pointless for me to cook right?

so the only day that i get to go into the kitchen is saturday.

which happens to be today. now. right at this moment i am typing this.

i am never a breakfast type of person. so after waking up this morning i decided to clean and reorganize my room back to its previous glory wtf. and only after that i would decide what to eat for lunch + dinner.

midway through doing my laundry, the electricity went out. but nevermind, this is a normal thing in egypt (or maybe in my area la). the electricity will be gone maximum for like 5 minutes. only once before the electricity were gone for like hours and it was summer so imagine how much i suffered without having any fans wtf.

no electricity = unable to cook/ heat up yesterday's food/ bathing since no electric to heat up the water.

so anyway, i decided to just wait and delay my awesome cooking plan for a bit. i decided to continue organizing the books and wardrobe (mama, sila bangga dengan anak anda sekarang) but to no avail two hours had passed without any electricity. T_________T

i was super hungry (i didn't take breakfast remember???) so i decided to forget my awesome cooking plan, sacrificed my diet plan and called my saviour mostly knows to people as fast food outlet with the name hardees wtf. and telling the operator my order and hung up guess what happened?

faster guess. one buck if you got it right.

guess leh..

the electricity decided to come back. FML.

hence, the conclusion is my diet plan always fails because of egypt electricity sucks (irrelevant but who cares. it's better to put the blame on something else not matter how ridiculous it sounds).

p.s. omg just found out that today's pharma tuition is cancelled. awesome possum! finally i get to enjoy my saturday like any normal person here. *tears of happiness*

eh wtf. i forgot i have to finish my laundry first and start revising for my three tests this week. FML (again).

someone in the egyptian government should really enforce the law that taxi shall never refuse whenever they got flagged down. seriously.

for some unknows reason mostafa el nahas street¹ was fucking congested tonight until no taxi wanted to take me to sabiek for my tuition class and i had been fucking trying to flag a cab for an hour.

i had flagged down like 15 cabs (actually it was more than 15) and all of them refused to take right after i said "sabiek". in fact 7 of the taxis - even those metered ones - quickly stepped on the accelerator and left me without a word as if sabiek is some constagious epidemic spreading all over the world wtf. damn angry okay.

not even when i offered them twice money from the usual taxi fee which is 5le.

not even when i quoted them thrice the usual taxi fee.

and desperate times called for desperate measure wtf. and it is a well known fact that when one is desperate they would do the unthinkables.

on in my case, the stupid unexpected thing wtf.

since i had lost my patience and tired of hailing any passing cab for almost an hour and the class had begun already, i decided to walk towards the middle of the street where i saw an empty taxi coming, quickly opened the door, got inside and said to the driver, "50 egyptian if you shut up your mouth and drive me right away to sabiek through the shortest possible shortcut ever from here."

so today, i finally learnt that money indeed buys everything wtf.

^{1 my house kena renovate lah hence that's why i am temporarily tumpang-ing my foster family's relative house.}

the surprises on my big day!

dara-dara pinggitan 3 kenanga

the pictures above were taken right after the class finished on the 1 november. realise that all of them were doning pink or something pink?

that's not some breast cancer awareness organisation wtf but actually it was my classmates surprise for me on my birthday!

cik go (the one at the front more row on the right) went through all the troubles to text every girl in the class the night before my birthday to ask them to wear pink on my birthday. awww cik go sayang you extra lah! hik *lesbo moment wtf*

butttttt the surprise went a bit wrong when she accidentally blurted it out in facebook IN MY PROFILE wtf. because she thought the secret was out already since i was joking to others (which had been going on for quite a while) about forcing them to wear pink.

but the truth is i had no idea until she commented in my wall hahahahaha. aihhh everyone who planned to surprise me also fail lah this year. even gedik. -_-"

this story is even funnier okay. the story is he had asked me few days before my birthday whether i knew that there is a new cecelia ahern's book at virgin? i told him "no, is there any new book?" while quickly googled about it online. and i found out that there is really a new book! excitedness!

by this time i still didn't have any idea that he was planning to get me that book. but later he asked me when i was planning to buy the book so from that moment i got the feeling he was getting me a copy. so trying to be discreet (and honest and making things easier for him wtf) i told him maybe not until two weeks later since i have been busy to go and grab a copy.

but here come the drama jeng jeng jeng...

i bumped into him while he was at virgin getting that book for me. a day before my birthday. when i was out with my mom to celebrate it.

seriously what's the possibility of two people to bump into each other at the same place on the same time when you are in egypt?!

apparently it is quite high wtf.

i was shock lah to see him and even shocker when he bolted out quickly from that place without even saying him to me! so i texted him accusing of being "sombong" to which he replied saying blablabla excuse excuse more blablabla and we were ping ponging texts in between us until one moment he actually texted that he had to cancel his plan to give me the latest book because he knew i already bought it liao.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

i said nevermind lah since the secret is out long time already (i had suspected it for days honestly) it's okay lah this kind of things happened (seriously, no it doesn't happen often. you are just out of luck faaris wtf hahahaha) but since he decided he had to surprise me with something else, i ended up with soooo many things from him.


aihhh everyone who planned to surprise me also fail lah this year. even gedik. -____-

or maybe i am just too clever to figure it all out bahahahahaha.

but anyway thankyousssss to all of you for making my birthday a great one. really appreciate it! :))))))))

birthday celebration with mommeh pink

since my birthday fell on sunday (got class mar) so my mom brought me out to celebrate it a day before! and i chose to go eat at tgif because i have been missing out their mac n cheese om nom nom nom nom.

there goes my diet plan of the year wtf. i ate like almost 10oz of meat T___________T










and on my birthday my mom surprised me with this...


-_-" damn cute i know.

becoming 21

since i returned to egypt three weeks before my birthday, both of my parents decided to make up for me by giving me few celebrations. so my birthday celebration actually had begun since last september 2009.

and surprisingly, the only pictures of all those events that i have is these three wtf. -_-"






a lot of people keep asking what did i get from my parents this year?

the sony vaio notebook is actually the early birthday present and also my dad bought me a nice new winter jacket!

not to mention bringing me all over malaysia hunting for all my favourite food (i have like certain restaurants for my favourite food, ie nasi padang international in penang, char kuey tiow kerang in taiping etc etc damn mengada i know) and the whole penang road trip and bringing me jalan-jalan here and there.

so what if i didn't get the key and lock pendant which symbolise my age? i am still my daddy's little girl no matter what's my age. :)

in fact, all those things he gave/bought/did for me throughout the whole summer holiday worths more than what can i ask for. and not to mention, he always be there for me. :)

muah! < 3 sayang abah. next year buatlah lagi ye. nak hadiah sebuah pulau pula boleh (and also you-know-what hahahahaha)? :P

busted

YOU STINK BECAUSE YOU (ARE) SELFISH.

yes the pun is fucking intended in this post.

p.s. oooh what's up with the title? it's also a pun! d'oh.

legalised

i am finally 21!

had a blast on my birthday despite having a crazy day of packed schedules and running all over the place and not allowed to eat or drink WTF in class causing me to become super lethargic and fell asleep for two hours straight in lectures hahahaha.

anyway, thanks to all who texted, misscalled, called, facebooked and wished me today!

to mama who brought me out the whole day before for celebration.

to gedik for all the efforts of trying to make me enjoy my 21st birthday.

and to those who actually planned to surprise me with excessive pinkness that today can almost pass as breast cancer awareness day wtf.

sayang korang semua lah! haha. < 3 < 3

update on my 21st birthday sooooooooooooooon (trust me the story super funny wan coz got two surprises gone a bit wrong) coz for now i gotta go and finish reading cell injury.

got test tomorrow ajaksgjksx.

bye. xoxo wtf.