about tonight

there is melancholic melody playing inside me right now, tugging the strings of my heart, and i really feel like crying. it has nothing to do with the exams but sometimes, this time, i wish it has. that's how messed up i am right now.

but who am i kidding with?

i have got no time to deal with every single emotional ourburst, life's little tragedies and turbulences. i have five chapters of drugs to be learnt by heart and memorised. robot must have been the happiest one on earth for they have no feelings and no thoughts. and they have no worries and woes to deal with.

so for now, i am leaving you here at this point and i shall never look back.

i shall be a robot from now on.