oh well long.
relatively.
5 hours i think.
max.
since nowadays the longest sleep hour i am getting is two hours max. :(
anyways..
i am done with my first subject, pathology. so two papers have been scratched off from my exam list.
the written paper was a a nightmare. and i mean nightmare in its very own literal meaning. not putting the blame of the hard questions or anyone else but i guess i hadn't put enough efforts. if i managed to scrap a pass on my pathology i would be all over the moon. seriously.
and this morning, i had my oral exam. there were two sections for the oral with two different doctors. a general pathology and a systemic pathology.
i performed quite well on my first section. managed to answer everything and the doctor looked happy when i went out of her room so i guess everything would be fine. but for the second section, my group was assigned to this doctor and since she didn't reach the faculty yet as she was in the hospital, the four of us had to wait for her.
i was one of the the last of malaysians to go home. at 11am.
it's a common knowledge that i extremely hate to wait. but to wait and have a cranky and strict doctor to examine you?
now that's a total fuck up.
since she taught us female genital system and bone so i thought of concentrating on those chapters for some last minutes revision before she came. these two chapters were among the chapters that i didn't study well for the exam hence, the more attention i gave.
when i entered i caught a quick glance at the score paper and saw the two marks of the two friends that entered before me and my hope was crushed. both of them managed to scored slightly higher than 50%. and considering my preparation for the exam, i knew this was going to be a tough one.
and boy, i was right.
she bombarded me with question about differentiation.
i was like.... OMK (OMK stands for OH MY KLOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE btw) i thought she was supposed to ask us about systemic pathology?!?!?!
she even asked the microscopic picture wtf. i thought oral examination are all about effects, complications, prognosis and stuff like that! i asked around for some advices from few friends in the fourth year and they told me to focus more on those. and also when i asked few friends who were done with the oral, they said not to worry, the doctor were nice and helpful. they just asked for general ideas of a disease or syndrome.
well, apparently your examiner is not my examiner. fml.
so i tried my best to answer the question. and she then fired another question at me which i failed to answer again and she got pissed and asked me whether i studied or not!
when i tried being honest by telling her that i was expecting her to ask me about female and bone since i was assigned to her and everything so she straight away fired away questions about bones which left me stunned.
and she said," you said you studied my lectures!"
yeeees i studied but apparently everything flew out of my head the moment i saw your face looking pissed. psychology okay! T____T
and she gave up on me and told me to just GO.
surely not a good sign. le sigh. and yeah, the friend who entered right after me saw my mark and it wasn't that good either. so to be honest i am not putting high hope on pathology. what's left to be done is tawakal.
and right after the exam i headed up to citystars to catch the latest toy story 3 with a friend nyeh nyeh nyeh. omg seriously you HAVE to watch the movie. it's like the law!
because it touches your heart and connects with your childhood. i was this close to tears especially towards the ending. and now i am wondering how are all my toys doing in all those boxes?
oh not to mention i bumped into many friends and juniors as well including someone who added me in facebook but never got to know in real life (he's a friend to my friend you see). how random is that??!?! he is studying in a different university in egypt so that was why i approved him in the first place. when i first saw him i was like "are you this guy in facebook?" and his face changed into this bewildered look! hahahaha wtf.
so that's how my day went. geez, it's been a while since i rambled in my blog right? haha
i will end this long post with an unrelated note:
to all the sore and bitter england fans out there (especially that friend who is studying in the UK lololololololol!), just suck it up, germans are just too awesome for the english people. muahahahahaha!
remember Pink. remember Oh My Klose!
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