orang kata tak kenal maka tak cinta... (2)

so yeah, stop acting kind and show that as if you care about me and everything. i have had enough trying to patch things up for months. and boy, i was exhausted.

since you have your own reasons and i used to have none.

but right now, i do have one.

once i start to hate, i can assure you, it is never going to fade.

and thats how my heart works. period.

here comes THE post

since i officially got my first panic attack today so i think it's the time for to write down this very post again.

so many things to be done.

so little time to get everything done.

oh well, you guess it right. final is just around the corner and right now i am down with cramming my cranial cavity with as much info as i could. the practical exams will be in a week or two. and a month later the written exam and the oral exam will come up as well.

stressful time, stressful time.

so, this means i am abandoning my blog for good (but again, it is a well known fact that all my best entries always sprout during exam period FML) and project 365 won't be updated but i will still try my best to make sure it won't fail.

but if it failed, i don't have anything to lose. so do you. heh.

and the time has also come for facebook deactivation. but i will pop by once a week maybe. just maybe. but don't put much hope onto that.

people do cross you fingers, toes and eyes for me for coming finals.

good luck and take care everyone!

this is a post about my camera

i have a very good relationship with jenny. yes my camera's name is jenny. and you are bound to call her jenny as well.

actually i just made that up nyeh nyeh nyeh wtf.

although we had a very rocky start back in 2007 since i had my eyes on the other model, but i have grown to love her more and more each day. this year we have been having the most awesomest time ever since we have been spending time together almost 24/7..

... which i think is quite abusive for her.

you see, i am doing this project 365 for this year. so obviously she has to work almost daily. that's where the problems start to appear.

although my current model is already 3 years old i am happy with its performance so far because it still takes good pictures (by my standard lah). and also i know the camera inside out and familiar with all of its functions.

and since i am not much of a dslr person (some people are expecting me to be one of those people heh) because it's too bulky for my delicate hands. after all, i don't fancy bringing the huge black gadget, slinging it over my shoulder and trotting with it all over the place. and it won't fit my handbag with all my other junkies (read: make up and girly things).

so yes, i am very proud of my jenny slim body.

HOWEVER...

just as any girl, jeny goes crazy at times. there was once when she refused to zoom at all and the next week the zooming function has returned! i think she was pms-ing (just like any other girls wtf) and then there was once when she went through a coma wtf. i couldn't switch her on!!!

so, what's up with that?!?!?!

don't get me wrong. i love jenny very much. she has gone through a very rough journey (read: numerous fallings from my clumsy hands, being throwed at a distance, through the desert, being excessively abused till no end and many more).

but i think its time for it to have a nice quite life of retirement.

ok cut the crap here lah wtf. the point of this post can be seen in this very picture:

that people, is the result of the latest fall she took last thursday in the college. i think jenny thought she had enough hardbreaking (heartbreaking hahahah why am i so punny! hardbreaking? heartbreaking geddit? geddit??) moment this time she just to break down wtf.

and when i tried to fix her, just like any other lover, i made it worse.

it still functions but i have to press the shutter (that's what you call the button that takes the pictures right?!?!) harder and it hurts my fingers. :(

SO...

SIAPA MAHU SUMBANG UNTUK TABUNG DANA KAMERA BARU PINK SILA ANGKAT TANGAN SEKARANG!

auc's bookstore is the shiznit yo!

few days ago i got to know through this Orang Tua's blog that there is an ongoing book fair here in cairo at american university cairo (auc) and there are 20-60% discounts for all the books there but obviously don't put much hope on getting the 60% one la. all false hope one wtf since most of my purchase only gets 20% reduction max. i think the 60% discount is only for old books wtf. the kinds that old people read nia.

but the place is so damn niceee. it reminded me of MPH and borders and kinokuniya back in malaysia except that it is quite small. but still it beats virgin's anytime because the ambience there damn nice. no annoying songs blasting through the speakers. and there's a small coffee corner as well but since i don't drink coffee that is not really important. not to me anyway but since i want to make this post longer so oh well nyeh nyeh nyeh.

andddd i know i know i have 500LE/month challenge going on right now but this is one off event i promise. after all it felt like it had been eon years ago since i bought one new book. let alone shop FML. so obviously this one is not going to be counted into the challenge.

so what's total damage of my purse for today? 375 LE. and that was in less that 3 hours. i think i have found my talent. i am good at spending. yes, that is so gonna go into my resume.

but that's for like 7 spanking new chick lits! which means one only costed me around errr... 53.57LE! which is like super cheap right? honestly, the average price for a chick lit here is around 65LE! so i did save a lot of money by going crazy there this evening.

oh and lets throw in my favourite quote from becky bloomwood, "it's an Investment!™"nyeh nyeh nyeh wtf.

some pictures from this evening:


#1 in the metro, heading to tahrir.


#2 hai timbalan ketua batch 3 kenanga!



#3 no need to guess one lah, this is going to be the picture of the day for my project 365.


#4 hai cejjo!


#5 erm baiklah. tapi bukan saya dah cukup lady-like ke wtf. eh eh sorry tak sengaja tercakap wtf. tee hee wtf. ops.


#6


#7 lepak-ing on the floor scouring through the mytery section looking for 21: bringing down the house and i didn't find it. T_T so i decided to just sit there and filter all the books i randomly took out from the shelves so that i wouldn't go overboard with my budget.



#7 muka dah nerd tapi buku fail. hahaha. (okay gambar cejjo ada dua sebab pertama saya sayang cejjo extra wtf dan kedua sebab abang ayep ada orang banjar tu frust menonggeng dia tak join datang petang tadi so terlepas mahu jumpa cejjo hahahaha.)

and afterwards we headed to hardees to have our lunch + dinner before our tuition.


#8 hahhaahaha look at her face's expression! damn focused like answering some exam questions one wtf when actually she was just filling the survey form with stupid comment like "MORE KETCHUP PLS" (it's an inside joke between the four of us hahahahaha).

had lots of fun and i laughed like hyena until the neighbouring tables turned to look at our table when cejjo's told us a story from her childhood.

okaylah i am damn nice so i am going to share with you the story but i am not sure whether you will get the joke or not because i am a bad story teller.

you know right when you listening to the radio or watch a show on the television, the host will say at the end of the show something along the line "thanks for watching/listening" right? when cejjo was a kiddo, she used to wonder how on earth the host/ deejay knew she was watching/ listening to them. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i have heard sooo many stupid childhood moments and stories. and trust me, i do have mine but this one really pwned everyone of them (including mine) big time.

cejjo oh cejjo. memang you terbaik!

p.s. if you are thinking of going there, the sale will end on 15 april. so be quick people!!

orang kata tak kenal maka tak cinta...

...tapi bila dah kenal lain cerita.

macam kenal awak

mula mula awak macam warna merah hati dari jauh

saya macam wow!

lepas tu saya jalan dekat sikit baru sedar

oh coklat rupanya warna awak

saya rasa tertipu sikit

tapi sikit je lah sebab tu saya masih kawan dengan awak

yelah lain orang lain warna kan?

dan sekarang

bila saya tengok dekat dekat rapat rapat

itu bukan warna merah

itu bukan warna coklat

tapi itu karat.

terus saya buang awak

sebab saya memang tak perlukan karat dalam hidup saya.

pabila cik merah jambu berbicara tentang zara

salah satu daripada beribu dialog yang saya lalui dalam hidup:

kawan: ehhh lawa baju!
saya: oh terima kasih!
kawan: beli mana ni?
saya: er.. zara. ni baju lama laa
kawan: wah zara lagi haihlah. eh tapi tak pernah nampak pakai pun. berapa juta baju zara ko ada wei?
saya: er.. takde lah berjuta. sikit je ah. sebab aku suka rotate baju aku kot. jadi tak perasan hehe.
kawan: haha yo la tu. kau ni dah boleh jadi duta zara wei.

arab-arab sini kebanyakan gilakan zara. serius. waktu mula mula zara dibuka di kaherah, dekat sebulan lebih penuh tempat tu. sekarang pun penuh tapi maybe tak sehebat dulu. macam h&m waktu mula mula buka je kot orang kerumun tapi sekarang style h&m dah bosan dan tempat tu makin kosong. sebab saya ada perasan h&m pernah letak baju baju setahun yang lalu sebagai new arrival tahun ini. oh apakah???

(ke tu maksud aku dah selalu sangat melepak dekat citystars tu wtf)

dan lagipun sekarang saya macam lagi suka gaya dewasa sikit. tak layan sangat pop style. lebih kepada gadis 20an stylo cecehhh wtf.

okay aku mengaku lah. aku memang suka zara sebab tu asyik nak puji. sampai setiap kali pergi citystars, tak sah kalau tak menziarahi tempat tu (selain virgin). tengok tengok apa yang baru. selain mengambil beberapa baju baru, mix and match, bermain dengan kekreatifan dan ilmu fesyen diri yang tak seberapa dan cuba cuba pakai sambil ambil gambar di bilik fitting room (tahukah anda lighting room zara is the shiznit yaawww sumpah!)

kenapa saya minat dengan zara?

oh bukan sebab nak glamer. atau sebab nak jadi warga "atas". bukan bukan. saya minat jeans skinny dia sebab best. dan beberapa style trf dia. zara woman memang tak sangat. itu terlalu dewasa please. tapi walaupun saya gila zara takde lah sampai saya borong segala benda kat situ macam ada seorang tu cakap dekat saya dulu wtf.

okay kenapa bebel pasal zara je ni? apakah cik merah jambu sudah menjadi seorang wannabe berjiwa materialistik lagi shallow? apakah ini sebenarnya advertorial untuk mendapatkan wang tambahan secara tersembunyi?

oh tidak. sebab tadi waktu keluar ambil angin malam saya jumpa kedai ni.

hahahahahahaha. arab memang hebat. golok pun kalah kalau bab menciplak ni aku rasa.

p.s. tak tak. ini bukan entri 365. gambar ini terlalu best sampai tak layak kot nak masuk 365. hihi.

p.p.s. semakin banyak entri bertulis yang bukan "ramblings" kan? mungkin sebab tiba tiba otak ada idea melimpah ruah. atau mungkin saya sedang di langit ke tujuh barangkali. hihi wtf.

goodbye monday

today is the festival of shammu nasim (means good smell). all i know about this festival is the locals here will cook the salted fish in a weird way (they boil them and eat it with sour cream). and yesterday, the pharmacology doctor told us the history of the festival. about how the ancient people would sacrifice a woman to the nile river on this celebration and how the others would celebrate about it afterwards.

but nowadays it is all about them waking up early in the morning and smell the fresh air of the dawn.

anyway, i have decided i couldn't give a damn anymore about what people are talking behind my back. and thanks to a certain senior who made a funny speculation regarding me and another senior. and i never laughed so hard since last week because seriously, it is super ridiculous but funny at the same time.

that was when i realised, nothing will stop some people from making stories. despite how serious the issue is. whether being on how bad is the attitude of a woman, how she dressed up and represent herself to the world, why is her status is about "wet dream" or maybe who is she dating currently?

one question people: how can i be at the at two different places at the same time yesterday evening? hmmm something to think about.

maybe i have unconsciously learnt how to apparate and disapparate from a place to another place? or maybe i asked a friend to take a polyjuice potion yesterday evening and asked that friend to pretend as me in the tuition while i was spending the time dating another senior?

okay taknak cakap lebih lebih dah. but the winning quote of the day is from the senior i was speculated with "since when kalau keluar alone pergi citystars boleh timbulkan fitnah ni?" hahahahahaha.

good night.

p.s. usually when i kena gosip like this, i will damn layan the story okay and will have fun manipulating the mind of the gossipers to the max until they pee with excitement because they got it right until one day i will drop the bomb onto these people. but seriously, right now i am too tired dealing with all these "stories" since the last two weeks, i prefer to have a quiet life for a while.

hello sunday

pinksterz thinks Sunday means Mission: Nice Legs.

please read it as climbing up 5 flights of stairs for the pathology slide revision, then going down the same 5 flights of stairs, and run towards museum pathology to climb another 2 flights of stairs for the jars practical section.

and two hours later climb down another 2 flights of stairs and rushingly return to the previous building for the histopathology slides section which means climbing up the same 5 flights of stairs. and two hours later we gotta go down AGAIN, grab a quick lunch and straightaway head to the lectures. and guess what is the first lecture?

the fucking same pathology subject. bah!

seven. tujuh. chee. sept. siete. سبعة. hours of learning the same subject without having any gaps in between.

now you can go figure out how the medical students have great, hot figures. not only we got to burn our midnight oils learning about the anatomy of human by hearts, we gotta live our lives hecticly.

and if you are taking the tuition, you gotta be quick to reach sabie' as well since you need to grab a quick dinner before the pharmacology class at 6.30pm.

memang confirm aku akan dapat kaki sexy dan lawa serta perfect by the end of this year.

CONFIRM WTF.

the return of more typos!

okay i kid. only one typo this time. anyway, it's been a while since i posted something under category "england makes easy" so here goes one:

spotted in Nile Restaurant in sabiek, menu language england wtf.

and sincerely i think it sounds cute. hahahaha.