Leap Year

i am being extremely overwhelmed throughout this week with unexpected news. don't get me wrong all of them can be perceived as good news, at least no death is involved here, but most of them are not that welcomed by me except perhaps the newborn of a blogging friend of mine!

and no, i am not being thrown away with all these stuff, still keeping on the track of life... i think.

but oh dear, can i just have back my own normal, boring routines? the ones without all these interferences from others? i prefer things to be the same as before. confession is such a big step. a very big step. it can change everything. it may pave out new beautiful pathways but it can ruin things as well. i think my life at this point is wonderful enough that i don't want it to change ever.

dear life, i can you stop giving me surprises?
i have had enough. for now.